Now I realized that I was living the best times of my life when I was lurking and rooting in my room watching stuff and lurking on the forum all-day, I tried to be `normal` and in this way I tried to normalize myself, to fit in society just to be cool with everyone and being socially accepted. I succeded though, but it never made me happy. I felt temporary happiness but you suddenly have moments that you feel you're in a matrix and out of reality.
I came to the conclusion that I'm not one of `them`. I'm different. I'm not a normie and will never be. Even if I ever look `normal` I will never have their sense of the world. You see that when you're out there among normies, trying to fit in as a social outcast. You'll never laugh at their jokes, never feel sympathy towards their so-called `problems`
Remember there's a reason why we all ended up on this forum. Not because we want to waste away our lives on an internet forum all day. You are here for a REASON and that's an important one.
And all normies reading this post here, we're not the same. if you are humans, we are not humans and if we are humans then you are not humans. we are totally different creatures and we're in a mindset that you will never understand. you judging our behaviors and thoughts are useless. We will never be in your court of morals, so do not judge our mindset and our thoughts, don't compare it to your `morals`
So gentlemen here I think, being sad is better than fake happiness.
And a message to normies, `the child who is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth`
I came to the conclusion that I'm not one of `them`. I'm different. I'm not a normie and will never be. Even if I ever look `normal` I will never have their sense of the world. You see that when you're out there among normies, trying to fit in as a social outcast. You'll never laugh at their jokes, never feel sympathy towards their so-called `problems`
Remember there's a reason why we all ended up on this forum. Not because we want to waste away our lives on an internet forum all day. You are here for a REASON and that's an important one.
And all normies reading this post here, we're not the same. if you are humans, we are not humans and if we are humans then you are not humans. we are totally different creatures and we're in a mindset that you will never understand. you judging our behaviors and thoughts are useless. We will never be in your court of morals, so do not judge our mindset and our thoughts, don't compare it to your `morals`
So gentlemen here I think, being sad is better than fake happiness.
And a message to normies, `the child who is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth`
