Unfortunately, I was never lucky enough to be born as a high IQ cel who could understand tech, code, or math, and become a lonely techcel with money. As an oldcel with shit finances, I went into a bs graduate school in hopes of at least money maxxing in the future. Graduate school for oldcels fucking sucks. Blackpill is so true. Negative Reinforcement is so true. All the years of being emotionally stunted. All the years of not having any friends, not making any emotional connections. All the trauma from years of bullying and isolation. It all leads to you being so socially awkward and autistic, with the added benefit of being too old to learn new ways. You're surrounded by a bunch of young normies who look at you like a freak. They can't understand how someone who's so much older than them is still so weird. They see the wrinkles and assume you're smart or have had life experience, but as an oldcel, you don't have any. You can't even relate to the young normies in graduate school talking about the parties and drinking they're going to miss while studying because you've never been to a party. Unfortunately, networking and interviews are super important in graduate school. If you can't make friends or even engage with employers with small talk, you lose job prospects. I thought I could at the very least really grind and study harder than the young normies, and maybe secure a job with better knowledge/skills. But shit, when you get old, it's harder to study and absorb info. You're rereading your notes and the book multiple times while the smart young normies pick up the material easily.
TLDR: Youngcels, do whatever you can to ascend before it's too late. The years of being emotionally stunted will fuck you up financially unless you're a techie. it'll stop you from even making relating to people and making male friends. It only gets worse unless you can escape and Ascend, so don't stop trying.
TLDR: Youngcels, do whatever you can to ascend before it's too late. The years of being emotionally stunted will fuck you up financially unless you're a techie. it'll stop you from even making relating to people and making male friends. It only gets worse unless you can escape and Ascend, so don't stop trying.
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