Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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Im on the spectrum, of ugliness (and autism).
But on this matter I am probably the front runner and it is killing me more with every passing day. I have Scheuermann disease, at least they never put it to me like that but the diagnosis is that of a structural hyperkyphosis WORSENED by my attempt to straighten myself on my own. My back has an embarrassing hump almost a cusp a point I cannot sit without lying back because I cannot stay upright, my spine is in constant pain and I spend my days in bed when I do not have to wageslave because the curvature is progressing and I am doing nothing about it.
They mentioned the possibility of surgery to me but I am scared and I do not trust anyone not even hospitals. The only thing I want is to be self sufficient and not ask anyone for a damn thing if I have to be a paralized fuck in a chair I might as well blow my head off on Fortnite.
Be thankful of your pristine flat backs, I wish I could lay down without feeling like a crippled dromedary
But on this matter I am probably the front runner and it is killing me more with every passing day. I have Scheuermann disease, at least they never put it to me like that but the diagnosis is that of a structural hyperkyphosis WORSENED by my attempt to straighten myself on my own. My back has an embarrassing hump almost a cusp a point I cannot sit without lying back because I cannot stay upright, my spine is in constant pain and I spend my days in bed when I do not have to wageslave because the curvature is progressing and I am doing nothing about it.
They mentioned the possibility of surgery to me but I am scared and I do not trust anyone not even hospitals. The only thing I want is to be self sufficient and not ask anyone for a damn thing if I have to be a paralized fuck in a chair I might as well blow my head off on Fortnite.
Be thankful of your pristine flat backs, I wish I could lay down without feeling like a crippled dromedary





