LDAR Yesterday the life I'll never have flashed before my eyes

[Dolicocephalic]

I cried non stop horrendously yesterday, or the day before, I can't even remember, because I had the most agonizing wave of hopelessness wash over my being at the state of affairs with my face and skull. I have an extremely prototypical wimp aka dolichocephalic skull. Just like when you die your life flashes before your eyes, yesterday the life I WILL NEVER HAVE flashed before my eyes, and it broke me beyond repair. I saw the scenes of what love was meant to look like, with a wonderful lover who's heart belongs with mine, beautiful children so happy with life and happy with their family, my proud, youthful genetics that I will never have, dancing in the garden with each other full of deep contentedness and fulfillment and life ambition.

I saw everything that will never come to be, to the tune of this music
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONNNReTYPxA

and never have I come closer to losing my spirit from my body.

 

[Angryatsociety]

Daamm that's hard sorry you were delt this shitty hand.

 

[Zaetheus]