Blackpill Never Go Back to the Past

[Justanotherbloke]

Move on, cause getting your hands dirty by the past will only cause more pain, depression and literal tears in your eyes.
I decided to check up on my old Oneitis and other classmates I went to school with, and they all mog me in the love department of life.
It's so depressing, soul crushing and demoralizing to see that they all have love life, about to settle down, impregnated and in general just doing very well for themselves.
Yes, I do well for myself too but have nothing to look forward to, and will once again be lonely in my own apartment during the holiday season. They'll most likely be very intimate during this time of the year, have sex, feel raw attraction towards eachother while I rot away in loneliness with nothing to look forward to, and no hopes of my life getting any better.
All the people from my past are literal adults, while I am mentally still a kid watching YouTube video's of game playthroughs, still play Halo 3 and socially inept without having the strength to hold solid eye contact with a girl, or the audacity to spark up a conversation.


Never go back to your past, that door is closed for a reason and it's cause you got to move on. A hard pill to swallow, hence I deleted the majority of my social media and only have anonymous fake accounts.

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Very good advice, i refrain from looking at my past classmates lives cause i just know im gonna be mogged into the other dimension, i also skipped my college ceremony cause it would be far to brutal when i was constantly shunned and bullied there (bullying never ends it justs transforms)

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Very good advice, i refrain from looking at my past classmates lives cause i just know im gonna be mogged into the other dimension, i also skipped my college ceremony cause it would be far to brutal when i was constantly shunned and bullied there (bullying never ends it justs transforms)

I'm all alone again during the holiday season, I hate December from the bottom of my heart.
I wish time stood still for a couple of years for me to collect my thoughts, get my act together etc cause time flies by too fast.
This is suifuel and I don't want to live anymore, my mood swings are extreme during winter,

 

[tranny destroyer]

Fr though, I’m sitting here rotting while all of my past friends went to college with there gfs

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Fr though, I’m sitting here rotting while all of my past friends went to college with there gfs

My old Oneitis not even thinking about me, I'm completely off the radar for her.
Probably getting fucked by her BF or other guys.
Made a thread in the past, why it's dangerous to be emotionally invested and why you should avoid having a oneitis at any cost

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

I'm all alone again during the holiday season, I hate December from the bottom of my heart.
I wish time stood still for a couple of years for me to collect my thoughts, get my act together etc cause time flies by too fast.
This is suifuel and I don't want to live anymore, my mood swings are extreme during winter,

I can relate a bit, my emotions have for sure gotten far more intense and unstable on recent months, like you i feel stuck on a limbo doing the exact same things i did more than a decade ago, youtube, videogames, internet, i love it of course, but there something weird about seeing a now aging body with hairloss and health problems but still feel inside like im that confused 13 year old

 

[Justanotherbloke]

, but there something weird about seeing a now aging body with hairloss and health problems but still feel inside like im that confused 13 year old

Same here, I just can't grasp with my mind how I'm able to eventually leave everything that I liked as a Teen behind and ' become.an adult'.
Like, what does 'becoming and adult' even mean? Is that living life on autopilot like an NPC for the rest of your life and put on a mask, every single time you step a foot out the door?

 

[Grodd]

Fr though, I’m sitting here rotting while all of my past friends went to college with there gfs

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Same here, I just can't grasp with my mind how I'm able to eventually leave everything that I liked as a Teen behind and ' become.an adult'.
Like, what does 'becoming and adult' even mean? Is that living life on autopilot like an NPC for the rest of your life and put on a mask, every single time you step a foot out the door?

I believe its a mix of both autopilot mode because they're NT and because they got partners or children to take care of, i never gonna have that so what motivation do i truly have to be normal?, zero, i almost died on octuber and i was still thinking about videogames and anime, thats gonna be my life review, one of my parents died a few years ago and they went away without ever seeing me as a normal man.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

Just get dementia bro

 

[BSGMANLET]

Fr though, I’m sitting here rotting while all of my past friends went to college with there gfs

 

[lonelinessmaxxer]

have nothing to look forward to

Brutal truth, I've felt that way for a few years now. Some highlights besides romantic life include: feeling smarter than most of my colleagues (and I don't mean it in "remember 300 useless facts about vidya game smart" way), but not smart enough to really make a difference in the world like, I don't know, Heisenberg, so realistically I'm still an IQcel; the dread of becoming a minority in my own country in my own lifetime; all job prospects being unattractive because all of my hobbies/interests pay minimal wage. That being said, I don't engage in degeneracy and I think suicide is gay, so I'm forced to endure my fate as it is.

 

[Namtriz912]

I agree people who are stuck in the past never move on and look ahead to the future even if the future is grey compared to a dull shade of blue.