Writing a memoir of my life, The bullying and all the shit happened to me.

[Lonelyus]

How many pages should it be usually? ER had like 400 pages or so.

Any tips to how to make the book most appealing, Covers, Etc?

What program to write it in perhaps? So far i have used windows notepad lol

 

[Therapywasaaste]

How many pages should it be usually?

It's not something that's written usually.

ER had like 400 pages or so.

Doesn't matter, this is your story.

 

[Lonelyus]

It's not something that's written usually.

Doesn't matter, this is your story.

Tru tru, But incase i die of health complications or something id like my story to be known so the people who didnt take me serious know they should have helped me in my darkest moments and understand what i deal with on my own, Its always that people dont care unless the person die, Its a quick funeral and they just forget the motherfucker.

I also want to highlight the feelings i had in my darkest moments and the torment of being an unattractive man facially.

 

[trognarukk]

Do it in Powerpoint and livestream it pls

 

[Lonelyus]

Do it in Powerpoint and livestream it pls

Livestreaming will unfortunately doxx me.

Not that im a valuable being anyway but id rather not deal with bullying from normies.

 

[Lonelyus]

I remember trying to join every club i could in college only to be rejected, This was mid 2018 and i was in college, I almost threw myself into a river where i would most certainly drown, My friends which i made ditched me and called me annoying despite me doing the best i could, It was a less harsh excuse than just calling me ugly.
People avoided me, I was bluepilled back then, I thought personality matters so i played on that.
I had everything the others had except looks, I had gaming laptop, Videogames, Card games,
None of that matters, They didnt want to play with me and at the end of the year, I was called the ugliest someones ever seen by my new so called best friend, Another incel looking goomba and shitskin.

If i did i would not be posting here on .is today and i would have been frozen in the lake in the middle of the country.

The rest of the year was spent alone in a dark dorm room with no internet except mobile data, My socialmaxxing had failed and the rumors of me being a weirdo spread, I was no longer seen as i was invisible and straight up ignored by everyone, Those 3 i once knew wanted nothing to do with me and i never figured out why but i suspect its my looks.