I'm not encouraging anybody to take the "islampill" But have any of you considered religion? I tried religion myself. But it ends up being too Beta for me. But I only really got involved in mainline conservative white bread protestant Christianity.
I was considering orthodoxy when I was 16 but Philosophy has done quite a lot to discourage me from engaging in the church. Basically, I can't worship a God that demands to be worshipped all the time. I used to be a atheist edge. Lord when I was 18. But the past fifteen years have really opened up my eyes to how degenerate the human race could actually be in there behavior and how they treat each other. Maybe we need religion as a society? The church has a very bloody history on its hands however it could and will put women in their place, give a family life to men like ourselves and keep the degenerates in line. It would be a much healthier society than the one we are succumbed to? Because i'm a American, I live in a culture which celebrates the freedom of the individual, and that leads to a lot of problems when the freedom doesn't come with any sort of morality, the United States of of old is long dead, and it's just a consumeristic capitalist version of the USSR.