Would my autism explain these violent outbursts I used to have as a kid?

[Clavicus Vile]

I would get so angry as a kid if I didn’t get my way, had my devices taken from me for punishment, was annoyed too much, or felt disregarded and disrespected. I would hit, throw, and break things while yelling loudly like an ape. It didn’t really stop till around 11 - 12 but I’d still punch and break things sometimes. Even now I still punch the wall sometimes although rarely, and now instead of yelling it’s just angrily cursing.

I just wish I had unleashed all this rage at school where everyone hated me, the damage I did during a retard break down when I was a kid was intense, would’ve thought I was possessed. Imagine if I would’ve had that rage against my bullies, probably would’ve bit their ears off. I mean sure I did fight back but it just wasn’t enough.

 

[smegma producer]

read about autistic meltdowns

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I was very similar as a kid, though I actually let it out on my classmates

 

[joocel52]

I was very similar as a kid, though I actually let it out on my classmates

based as fuck

 

[joocel52]

same man i also did that

 

[Paladin]

relatable