Lately Ive just started working out again I bought a pull up bar and A bench And Ive been trying to get into a routine of working out I was actually starting to enjoy it somewhat Aswell
Ive gone from probably like 53kg to 63 In maybe a month
Ive never even weighed this much before
Im trying to gain more muscle so I can get leaner and hopefully increase test so I dont feel like shit all the time
it might increase my facial hair growth too since that looks like shit rn and I need to grow somewhat of a beard to hide my shitty jaw
When your genetics are shit all of this feels like so much fucking hassle though
My body is very weak so everytime I lift I just feel pathetic at seeing how little weight Im lifting and I also dont feel that motivated Probably because of low T but I just try to force myself to do it anyway despite barely ever being in the mood for it
because I know it will atleast somewhat improve my life at some point
Yesterday I was actually in the mood to work out later on in the day anyway since I was bored
Earlier on I had done a back workout but I had forgotten to do chin ups like I normally do
I did them for awhile until pretty much complete failure and I was happy with what I had done
I wake up the next day and Im pretty sure I have some sort of shoulder injury now which if its bad enough I wont be able to workout for awhile and will lose all the progress I made and Have my time where I could be Improooooving wasted
Im assiming it happend because My form was starting to giving out somewhat towards the end and I still continued on doing negatives after that for a set
All of this just because I was genuinely putting effort in and actually trying fml man
Such a fucking joke that I have to have such a shitty body and even when I work to improve it I just get fucked over while some cunt somewhere is naturally athletic barely putting any effort in
never having to deal with all the bullshit I had to deal with from being a weak framecel but He is rewarded more then me
Fuck that nigga
Fuck all the niggas who coast by in life cause of their genes
Every time you try to get up with shit genes you get kicked down again
Why tf does doing anything as an incel have to be a sisyphion task
I genuinely dont understand why nature hasn’t adapted to have some sort of kill switch at birth for People with shit genes
We live only to be mogged but we arent even allowed to die since we have the life instinct holding us back
And Even if you can get past that Its hard to kill yourself in any country without guns unless you are ballsy asf
Ive gone from probably like 53kg to 63 In maybe a month
Ive never even weighed this much before
Im trying to gain more muscle so I can get leaner and hopefully increase test so I dont feel like shit all the time
it might increase my facial hair growth too since that looks like shit rn and I need to grow somewhat of a beard to hide my shitty jaw
When your genetics are shit all of this feels like so much fucking hassle though
My body is very weak so everytime I lift I just feel pathetic at seeing how little weight Im lifting and I also dont feel that motivated Probably because of low T but I just try to force myself to do it anyway despite barely ever being in the mood for it
because I know it will atleast somewhat improve my life at some point
Yesterday I was actually in the mood to work out later on in the day anyway since I was bored
Earlier on I had done a back workout but I had forgotten to do chin ups like I normally do
I did them for awhile until pretty much complete failure and I was happy with what I had done
I wake up the next day and Im pretty sure I have some sort of shoulder injury now which if its bad enough I wont be able to workout for awhile and will lose all the progress I made and Have my time where I could be Improooooving wasted
Im assiming it happend because My form was starting to giving out somewhat towards the end and I still continued on doing negatives after that for a set
All of this just because I was genuinely putting effort in and actually trying fml man
Such a fucking joke that I have to have such a shitty body and even when I work to improve it I just get fucked over while some cunt somewhere is naturally athletic barely putting any effort in
never having to deal with all the bullshit I had to deal with from being a weak framecel but He is rewarded more then me
Fuck that nigga
Fuck all the niggas who coast by in life cause of their genes
Every time you try to get up with shit genes you get kicked down again
Why tf does doing anything as an incel have to be a sisyphion task
I genuinely dont understand why nature hasn’t adapted to have some sort of kill switch at birth for People with shit genes
We live only to be mogged but we arent even allowed to die since we have the life instinct holding us back
And Even if you can get past that Its hard to kill yourself in any country without guns unless you are ballsy asf
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