This. Hit me in the feels. Not only did my twenties feel wasted due to depression the blackpill brought me, so did my thirties. You have to accept that you cannot have a girlfreind or family in this society unless you want to be a cuck. The quality after age 30 is so shit its not worth it. All thats left is fat women and the headcases/cc-riders that chad wiped his cock on.
If you do beta bux and find a foid, once she has the baby she will focus 100% on the baby, the father will just be the $$$ provider. Thats why so many alpha men (Chads) who have kids jump ship (pump and dump) and become their younger selfs again (slayers) and have the carousel women pissed at them cuz they arent bowing down to be a provider cuck or LTR.
people will always say that your past should not dictate your future, but it's not true, but I think that's because guys need to get trained socially a certain way in their formative years (blackpilled) when entering manhood but girls naturally automatically transition into womanhood without doing anything at all, so the way they are raised doesn't impact them or their results with men