Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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I think this might be it for me. I’m entering authentic acceptance after years of burning pain for what has always been out of my control. Just let it go when you feel ready, or fall again until you get your mind right.
Someone asked my what reaction do I expect by making this threads with a veil of abstraction: the thing is, I don’t need to be over explanatory. You know what life should look like at your own age, you already know what you have been missing on, what youre carrying inside. This is not a group of happy acquaintances; we are desperate men coping, each in his own way, doesn’t matter what’s happening within my garden.
Let it go at some point. I think this might be it for me and my body is finally becoming comfortable with the idea. It’s fine to live as background noise, as a nobody, might be the realest thing u could do in a world of masquerades. It is starting to not bother me anymore.
Take care of yourself.
Forgive yourself.
Someone asked my what reaction do I expect by making this threads with a veil of abstraction: the thing is, I don’t need to be over explanatory. You know what life should look like at your own age, you already know what you have been missing on, what youre carrying inside. This is not a group of happy acquaintances; we are desperate men coping, each in his own way, doesn’t matter what’s happening within my garden.
Let it go at some point. I think this might be it for me and my body is finally becoming comfortable with the idea. It’s fine to live as background noise, as a nobody, might be the realest thing u could do in a world of masquerades. It is starting to not bother me anymore.
Take care of yourself.
Forgive yourself.
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