gangrenemax
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I've been making decent money saving up and investing in ETFs. I wanted to take myself downtown and go to a decent restaurant but when I look at myself in the mirror I don't feel like I deserve anything good in life. I'm so used to living in a shit hole pissing in bottles and just seeing my own curry skin most of the day when I'm not around older guys in a machine shop that I feel weird around people who look decent. I feel like crying when I look at myself in the mirror and I see the cards I was dealt with since birth