This is a sentiment I've also felt. It's also why I'm so very grateful to be a man despite my physical flaws. A man has a kind of independence as a being that women just don't have. Women are reliant on men and only exist in complementarity to men. Despite both sexes being beholden to sexual reproduction, it doesn't define men as much. That's most likely because we're not the ones who get pregnant. The most stark difference between the sexes is that men face the world while women are psychologically sheltered from it through a combination of male protection and their role as sexual selectors. That role makes them a part of the world while men struggle against it. The existential reality of being a woman is pretty terrible; you lack the ability to be a free agent. You can never face the world, and you cannot have much of an identity outside your biology. It's due to these facts that women experience envy or loathing of men. Freud called this penis envy due to the role the penis plays in representing sexual dimorphism. I've always been a believer in the significance of marks on the body. A circumcised man is a man whose sexuality has been thwarted. Your belly button signifies the fact of your birth. The act of sex, no matter how it's performed, always results in male domination. The penis enters the vagina, not the other way around. The penis represents not only the behavioral attributes and role of men but also their inherent dominance over women. Penis envy, more commonly known as feminism, is the most destructive social contagion of our time. It's an inherently destructive force that seeks to destroy men and, therefore, humanity as a whole. It's an ideology of scorn, envy, and existential dread.