Shea Vulgate
Greycel
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- Joined
- Jan 18, 2024
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I don't know what to do. She is going to be my classmate for several more years and during that time I will see her grow, get a relationship with chad, and talk about it while I rot. It's a detriment to my medschoolcelling and takes away valuable brain capacity I could use otherwise. I know that she doesn't see me as a human and will be repulsed if she knew that I viewed her that way. But there is still a bluepilled part of my brain that I want to lobotomize that keeps telling me that "she's special". My incel friend tells me that I have to confess to her for a physical confirmation that she is disgusted by me. But I fear that I would still have this condition afterwards and I would have just looked like a retard and probably kill my reputation. Please, to anyone who confessed to their oneitises, share your experiences.