First loss
I call unto the Lady of the Night
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It doesn't make sense. All I'm surrounded with is pain and suffering. Not pain I feel, but others. I keep reading about sick children with serious diseases, children with deformities and stuff. Like 5 year old or something getting cancer. It's not fair. Those children are full of life and they look forward to the next day yet life plays with them and kills them off early. And here am I, a 16 year old retard with no plan for the future, no ambitions, no anything. No will to life.
Seriously, I'd kill myself in the most painful way possible if I could save only one of those kids from suffering.
I don't deserve this life I have been given. I'm a waste of space. I got into a good high school and now I'm slacking off and not doing anything. I probably took a place from some lad or foid that would give their best if they got their chance. God i'm so pathetic.
Seriously, I'd kill myself in the most painful way possible if I could save only one of those kids from suffering.
I don't deserve this life I have been given. I'm a waste of space. I got into a good high school and now I'm slacking off and not doing anything. I probably took a place from some lad or foid that would give their best if they got their chance. God i'm so pathetic.