Why I have to be that lonely

[special needs 87]

I never even made it to this point. I'm 18 and never even had a real crush on any girl. I just can't see myself in a relationship with one. it's like this isn't made for me. Never really talked to girls my whole life. I've been treated like a secondary object my whole life. I bet not Maybe the really really last object. This in everything not only in relationships but in the friends I made in my past, I've growing up alone. No friends and no nothing. The thing that hurts me when I realise it is. That I'm just a wasted talent. When I make new friends and when they get to know Me even more they just tell me That I know too much or I'm so good at things. but at the end I'm left alone. As always. it's been so hard on my life that I begin to say it's just okay. Yeah it's okay.

 

[Halloween]

Good first post

 

[Sir Silentium]

Brutal first post

 

[stale]

Good first post

 

[special needs 87]

Good first post

I appreciate it

 

[special needs 87]

Brutal first post

Thanks

 

[special needs 87]

Thank you

 

[special needs 87]

Good first post

Thanks

 

[AutismKing]

Feel the same really. To spend 2 decades living in this shitty place and having no one to talk to. I hate it.
I don't even know how I could go through all of school without female interaction or friends at all. No one in the system fucking cares if you are a man and fall through the cracks of the system. You just get fucked up for life. I hate that society is like that.
Just wished I was beautiful NT guy and could have a social life, girlfriend and happy life full of experiences and stories to tell others

 

[special needs 87]

Feel the same really. To spend 2 decades living in this shitty place and having no one to talk to. I hate it.
I don't even know how I could go through all of school without female interaction or friends at all. No one in the system fucking cares if you are a man and fall through the cracks of the system. You just get fucked up for life. I hate that society is like that.
Just wished I was beautiful NT guy and could have a social life, girlfriend and happy life full of experiences and stories to tell others

It's the brutal reality, really no one cares at all. They think we're weird for not having a social life not knowing they are the reason behind it. Since I was a child, they used to run away from Me for no particular reason. And I used to Stay in a garage crying, since that age I used to be lonely. I grew up and nothing changed. I only got used to it.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Brutal
You don't have to worry about life anymore, joining here means that your life is pretty much over and it won't go anywhere

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

if you are a man and fall through the cracks of the system. You just get fucked up for life

And there is no comeback from that, no returning to soyciety

 

[special needs 87]

Sadly true.

 

[romanstock]

Do you have special needs?

 

[imlame]

Good first post