they're genuinely soothing, the warm and soft touch of a woman must be heavenly, and watching porn / fantasizing is as close i'll ever get to experience it, purely in my mind. it leaves me with an okay feeling when i'm done, makes me feel alright and emotionally warm, atleast temporarily. the escape it provides it real, almost as if it were a drug, and although my looks / physical appearnce will forever prevent a woman from ever being able to love me or passionately embrace me, i think it can serve as a pretty effective cope, atleast until i can end it. it also works wonders for putting me to sleep when i have trouble, but it also has made getting rest difficult in other instances. whats y'all relationship with porn?
