Mortis
The Senator of Suffering & Minister of Misery
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- Jun 8, 2022
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Sometimes I don't understand why I still do things in life. Everything feels so useless when I am constantly LDARing and the worst thing is that I can't do anything else than LDARing. I am way too low IQ and I have practically given up on school. I have no friends and the only family I see is my parents and my little brother.
If I can't do school right then what am I even doing with my life? I don't have halo effect to bail me out and my parents are getting annoyed of me LDARing off of their money. I tried to get into some hobbies like playing the piano to cope but it seems like I'll never be good at that either. It looks like I will never be good at anything and it makes me so incredibly depressed.
I am not saying I am 100% going to rope but it feels like everything in my life is going to lead to me killing myself. It's like I don't see any other outcome when I look into the future. If I was just born more attractive or atleast more high IQ I could've made something of my life. I get jealous when my fellow brocels are talking about how they are in college because I have absolutely nothing going for myself and feel like I never will.
If I can't do school right then what am I even doing with my life? I don't have halo effect to bail me out and my parents are getting annoyed of me LDARing off of their money. I tried to get into some hobbies like playing the piano to cope but it seems like I'll never be good at that either. It looks like I will never be good at anything and it makes me so incredibly depressed.
I am not saying I am 100% going to rope but it feels like everything in my life is going to lead to me killing myself. It's like I don't see any other outcome when I look into the future. If I was just born more attractive or atleast more high IQ I could've made something of my life. I get jealous when my fellow brocels are talking about how they are in college because I have absolutely nothing going for myself and feel like I never will.