Discussion Do you feel like your life doesn't matter?

[Matrix0_]

I'm so so inferior to so many people. I don't get respect because of my height, I get laughed at because of my face. Life is shit for me.

How do u guys cope knowing people treat you WORSE than an average normie? I am inferior to any mid looking tall guy, they get to live the life I used to think I'd have when I was young

Writing and thinking about this makes me want to cry. All my life experiences are meaningless, it all came to this. That kid with "a bright future" was an illusion, my genetic makeup never gave me an option for that future.

 

[Matrix0_]

I used to think I had value, cause I had a story, a life, a future. All of that doesn't even matter, why would anyone care about my "story" when I don't even meet their requirements? lol

Makes me question why would I wanna live until 80+. Idk what stops me from being suicidal, I don't feel that urge to kill myself, but I am depressed and I conclude that it would probably be the best option to avoid an extended suffering.

I don't wanna die and stop existing, that scares me. But I don't wanna keep living my life, all I do is cope.

 

[koala bear]

we were never even supposed to exist

 

[zd60]

my life hasn't mattered from the start, its all one big circus

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

Life only matters for a few selected men, they have a purpose, we don’t.

 

[H U N T E R]

I'm so so inferior to so many people. I don't get respect because of my height, I get laughed at because of my face. Life is shit for me.

How do u guys cope knowing people treat you WORSE than an average normie? I am inferior to any mid looking tall guy, they get to live the life I used to think I'd have when I was young

Escrever e pensar sobre isso me dá vontade de chorar. Todas as minhas experiências de vida são insignificantes, tudo se resumiu a isso. Aquele garoto com "um futuro brilhante" era uma ilusão; minha genética nunca me deu a opção de ter esse futuro.

I think the same way man. Back when I was around 14 to 16 years old, I never understood why people treated me so badly. Whenever I tried to say something serious, people would just ignore me and think I was weird.

 

[Breathe Gas]

I don't wanna die and stop existing, that scares me. But I don't wanna keep living my life, all I do is cope.

 

[Animecel2D]

It doesn’t matter

 

[Matrix0_]

Life only matters for a few selected men, they have a purpose, we don’t.

I force myself to have a purpose and drive in life, but it's hard.

If I don't have a feeling of purpose, then I'd become suicidal

 

[H U N T E R]

Writing and thinking about this makes me want to cry. All my life experiences are meaningless, it all came to this. That kid with "a bright future" was an illusion, my genetic makeup never gave me an option for that future.

I think the same way man. I used to have this illusion that life was beautiful, but the blackpill made me see the actual reality. I started to understand everything once I began remembering past events people taking pictures of me to mock me, people telling me I'd die a virgin, that no woman would ever love me, and some saying I'm absolutely useless.
I'm not gonna lie to you, I wish I had never discovered the blackpill. This pill destroyed me from the inside out; it crushed all my hopes, even though it tells the absolute truth about how the world works. Right now, I don't feel like doing anything, and I hate it.

 

[H U N T E R]

I used to think I had value, cause I had a story, a life, a future. All of that doesn't even matter, why would anyone care about my "story" when I don't even meet their requirements? lol

Makes me question why would I wanna live until 80+. Idk what stops me from being suicidal, I don't feel that urge to kill myself, but I am depressed and I conclude that it would probably be the best option to avoid an extended suffering.

I don't wanna die and stop existing, that scares me. But I don't wanna keep living my life, all I do is cope.

To me, suicide is the best cure for this, but I don't advise doing it since our death means the normies win, that's what keeps me trapped in this world.

 

[Low_iq_king5]

music is my best cope

 

[H U N T E R]

music is my best cope

Same. Music, games, and anime are the only good things I have going for me.

 

[Matrix0_]

Same. Music, games, and anime are the only good things I have going for me.

same

But I find it so depressing. How could I end up like this? And why do I even feel bad for my parents whenever I don't wanna go to stupid trips or activities cause I'm feeling depressed

They are responsible for my suffering

 

[H U N T E R]

same

But I find it so depressing. How could I end up like this? And why do I even feel bad for my parents whenever I don't wanna go to stupid trips or activities cause I'm feeling depressed

They are responsible for my suffering

We're going through the same thing. My parents don't even invite me to go out anymore they just leave without even telling me where they're going, then keep complaining about why I'm always so sad. We didn't choose this life

 

[mirrors]

How do u guys cope knowing people treat you WORSE than an average normie?

I don't. I seethe

 

[mirrors]

Life only matters for a few selected men, they have a purpose, we don’t.

 

[Low_iq_king5]

Same. Music, games, and anime are the only good things I have going for me.

real

 

[Matrix0_]

We're going through the same thing. My parents don't even invite me to go out anymore they just leave without even telling me where they're going, then keep complaining about why I'm always so sad. We didn't choose this life

very sad

 

[yeetbender_]

my life hasn't mattered from the start, its all one big circus