Serious Why do I hate talking to everyone?

[MajorThomas666]

What made me so asocial that I cannot effectively small talk anymore, nor do I ever want or care to want to? I just stay in my room or run away when people come over. Every interactive is negative, and I'm never respected. I'm always looked down on, my hair ruffled like a child.

I think jestermaxxing has caused this. Your entire life becomes a joke, you realze when you become an adult, jestering doesn't work unless you become an alcoholic comedian.

Nobody took me Seriously, so now I can't take anyone else seriously, nor do I care to give them any amount of my time because it feels like a burden on my psyche and mitochondria.

 

[160cmbloop]

because you didn’t meet certain social milestones in your development years

there’s a reason why most jestermaxxers are subhuman

you were just compensating for your subhumanity in a world that won’t treat you ‘normal’

 

[LUCK]

Every interactive is negative, and I'm never respected.

it is a burden on my psyche and mitochondria.

That's why

 

[Awake]

I don't hate talking to people but i am too autistic to know how to talk with them

 

[MajorThomas666]

because you didn’t meet certain social milestones in your development years

there’s a reason why most jestermaxxers are subhuman

you were just compensating for your subhumanity in a world that won’t treat you ‘normal’

But I wasn't that subhuman. My jestermaxxing allowed me to socialize around Chad and Stacey in HS, but I was just an object of entertainment for everyone.

Had I not jestermaxxed, I'd have been the shy quite, semi-skinny 5'5 guy. All the students I knew with those characteristics after HS either killed themselves or turned gay.

But I don't think I was that ugly, I was just short, and remained short throughout my formative years.

 

[MajorThomas666]

I don't hate talking to people but i am too autistic to know how to talk with them

I'd rather be severely autistic but talkative, and have the desire to talk to people but fumble, than be sligntly Asperger's and have no desire at all.

 

[womenhater322]

Negative reinforcement

 

[MajorThomas666]

Negative reinforcement

Yeah, makes sense. No positive reinforcement = my theory (KOR over-expression)

 

[Caichan]

I don’t like socializing

 

[Itsoverm8]

I hate everything

 

[Dead End]

You probably don't. I hate talking to my parents, extended family, coworkers, peers (when I went to school), but despite this, I still enjoy talking to a couple of online friends as they share a similar sense of humour/social style. If you truly hated all social interaction, you likely wouldn't be using this forum. There exist people who are enjoyable to interact with, they are just very rare in daily life.

 

[ColderManTruce]

I don't hate talking to people but i am too autistic to know how to talk with them

 

[ColderManTruce]

I hate everything