After my classes for the day were over, I was sitting in the cafeteria with four people: my friend and his female friend, my oneitis and her friend. After a couple of minutes of having sat down, I felt awkward, considering my oneitis had rejected me a couple of days ago, so I walked away without saying a word and went to my locker. I came back after that and we all sat for like 20 minutes before we all left. My friend later on told me when we were going home, that his female friend was talking shit about me "He's so weird. He just walked away without saying anything." and my oneitis just looked at her with a pissed off look on her face (my friend's friend didn't see it). I don't fuarking get it. Why the fuark did she react that way? She literally rejected me because of my looks (she said "Looks don't matter, but they do matter a little.") It doesn't make sense. Anyone know what was going through her mind? "Only I can belittle that 2/10 truecel"? Either way it sort of made me happy, because it meant in a way she cared about me I guess. I was pathetic. At least I'm blackpilled now.
