Story Cucked out even in the dreams

[boneless goblin]

there's this foid I used to study with in 6th grade and she lived next doors to me.
She was pretty but not that much , most of all she was nice and always had been respectful towards me.
We often talked about studies and shit, some neighbourhood stuff.
Then I changed schools and never met her again.

Last night I dreamed of her having sort of dinner date with me . She said she got married and already has a child.
The guy is rich and that was enough for me to get mogged .
She even got taller than me so I knew I had no chance.
I made some disgusting joke on some insecurity of hers and she started crying.
As she cried, she disappeared and said that we should only be friends and there's nothing wrong with being that.

Brutal as fuck, fuck my incel life.
why should I be the cuck friend of this whore.
fuck her.

 

[InMemoriam]

gotta luciddreammaxx brothER

 

[currycell900]

pics or didn't happen

 

[Lonely Soul]

gotta luciddreammaxx brothER

I tried to do this for many years but no success

 

[boneless goblin]

I tried to do this for many years but no success

tru

 

[laanda]

I tried to do this for many years but no success

while awake, occasionally note what clothes you are wearing in your head, shoes etc, ie i am wearing a green hoodie. if you do it enough to make a habit, you may think it in a dream, and realize you cant tell, because its a dream and the self is not an external concept. at this point you realize you are dreaming.