Another block and ban. Although the only thing i can say is that this time it was mostly my own fault. 3 more blocks, 3 more reasons for ropefuel. It is a dark time boyos. How many more times in life i this going to happen to me. How many times am i gonna let myself ruin the little bit of trust i gain. I feel like outcasting myself, or becoming a hermit. I've been replaying in my head for the last hour. Sitting, thinking, wondering about all that i've done. It's cold, dark and rainy outside. How fitting for how i feel right now. I'm sorry if i come off as a whiny cunt, i have no where else to write this. "Friends" are temporary, and sometimes, you have to take responsibility for what you've done. If i could get some lifefuel right now that would help. I have no words left to say
