NeverEvenBegan
KHHDV Wizard Alchemist. Wage Feelsdevilcel.
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- Nov 21, 2023
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Because I am 30 and I still didn't get to experience affection, love and romance.
Romance has been a HUGE part of the human experience. So many songs, books, movies and video games are about romance and include romance.
The fact that human population has been increasing exponentially means so many men managed to find a woman, have sex and children. Sex is part of their lives.
Yet I am deprived of this. How can I call myself human if I am deprived from experiences that define humanity?
I am so ugly that women can't find me attractive. Women aren't attracted even by perfectly average men, it's so fucking over for me. When I go outside and I see women glancing at me, then going ''Ugh!'', I know I never had a chance.
None of that ''I'm perfectly normal in looks and tall, yet I am ND so that makes me an incel Ron Belgrade bullshit''. I AM GENUINELY UGLY. I'VE HAD MEN LOOK AT MY FACE AND THEN SPIT ON THE GROUND. I'VE LITERALLY HEARD PEOPLE MULTIPLE TIMES WHISPER BEHIND MY BACK THAT I HAVE AN UGLY FACE.
Every single ancestor of mine managed to get a woman. Millions of years of evolution end with me. How can I not feel like a failure? Even if I don't owe them anything, I AM a failure.
Romance has been a HUGE part of the human experience. So many songs, books, movies and video games are about romance and include romance.
The fact that human population has been increasing exponentially means so many men managed to find a woman, have sex and children. Sex is part of their lives.
Yet I am deprived of this. How can I call myself human if I am deprived from experiences that define humanity?
I am so ugly that women can't find me attractive. Women aren't attracted even by perfectly average men, it's so fucking over for me. When I go outside and I see women glancing at me, then going ''Ugh!'', I know I never had a chance.
None of that ''I'm perfectly normal in looks and tall, yet I am ND so that makes me an incel Ron Belgrade bullshit''. I AM GENUINELY UGLY. I'VE HAD MEN LOOK AT MY FACE AND THEN SPIT ON THE GROUND. I'VE LITERALLY HEARD PEOPLE MULTIPLE TIMES WHISPER BEHIND MY BACK THAT I HAVE AN UGLY FACE.
Every single ancestor of mine managed to get a woman. Millions of years of evolution end with me. How can I not feel like a failure? Even if I don't owe them anything, I AM a failure.