FeminismsCancer
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It is popular knowledge that many programmers are socially awkward nerds who look terrible and that would naturally lead to inceldom, unless you create your startup and somehow become rich, then girls will notice you. For this reason I expect a high percentage of programmers here.
I'm a programmer myself but unemployed, self-taught and not terribly good at it, just mediocre.
I know some C,C++ and C# mostly but dabble a bit in JS or PHP sometimes too. I also know databases.
I believe if I weren't so depressed and demotivated and used more hours in a day to code rather than self-loathe I might actually not be that bad as I do know some difficult stuff superficially (DirectX 11, WDM, Bitcoin API, ...)
I do still hope that I could motivate myself some day to create a startup and get out of this misery but I'm also very suicidal at the same time.
How about you? Anyone in a similar position?
I'm a programmer myself but unemployed, self-taught and not terribly good at it, just mediocre.
I know some C,C++ and C# mostly but dabble a bit in JS or PHP sometimes too. I also know databases.
I believe if I weren't so depressed and demotivated and used more hours in a day to code rather than self-loathe I might actually not be that bad as I do know some difficult stuff superficially (DirectX 11, WDM, Bitcoin API, ...)
I do still hope that I could motivate myself some day to create a startup and get out of this misery but I'm also very suicidal at the same time.
How about you? Anyone in a similar position?