Blackpill who else lives in the past

[12 Years a Rotter]

i can't stop crying for my past. if i had a time machine i would go back and fix my rotter ways from at least 2015 onwards. but alas... i have failed anneke and i have failed myself. i have failed at life. i don't know how you niggers cope with being unproductive and doing nothing. whenever i am alone with my thoughts i think back vividly to experiences or memories i had many years ago and what i was doing back then and what my oneitis was doing. lately i have been having a lot of dreams about hs because that feels like the first major missed opportunity i had in life. i might see an object that i bought many years ago and i have a flashback to doing nothing when i acuired it or i might watch a video from, for example 2016, and i think how hard i was rotting back then. alas! i am so incredibly crippled by regret you wouldn't believe. i could have achieved so many meaningful things by now if i had just tried, even if not a gf at least other meaningful things. i can't believe how stupid and wretched i was back then

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Pretty much. Same here.

I wish i could live like a teen forever

Alot of people especially those with a boomer mindset often talk about "being an adult" and "taking responsibility for your own life", This is incredibly cucked, "being a real man" according to normies means to wagecuck and betabuxx a roastie. I want to live as i did as a kid/early teen...

incels.is

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Me.
I think way too often about the times where I had friends and everything.

 

[ElTruecel]

I’m 18 and I’ve been living in the past since I was 7

 

[Med Amine]

if i go to the past i will end up here or even worse . i cannot change my genetics so i am fucked from the day of birth

 

[12 Years a Rotter]

Pretty much. Same here.

I wish i could live like a teen forever

Alot of people especially those with a boomer mindset often talk about "being an adult" and "taking responsibility for your own life", This is incredibly cucked, "being a real man" according to normies means to wagecuck and betabuxx a roastie. I want to live as i did as a kid/early teen...

incels.is

that's not what i was regretting at

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

that's not what i was regretting at

Obviously I explained it differently in that post, but I very much get how you feel with regards to the missed opportunities and, frankly, meaningless rotting at times. Can't believe that there was a time when I honestly felt proud of just rotting at home for 8 months straight. Not to mention the moments where, if I only played my cards right, I could've possibly had something approaching a normal social life in college, or even gotten a decent job years ago, but instead, I fucked it all up, and now I can only reminisce about it and about what could've been.

 

[Don Vito]

i can't stop crying for my past. if i had a time machine i would go back and fix my rotter ways from at least 2015 onwards. but alas... i have failed anneke and i have failed myself. i have failed at life. i don't know how you niggers cope with being unproductive and doing nothing. whenever i am alone with my thoughts i think back vividly to experiences or memories i had many years ago and what i was doing back then and what my oneitis was doing. lately i have been having a lot of dreams about hs because that feels like the first major missed opportunity i had in life. i might see an object that i bought many years ago and i have a flashback to doing nothing when i acuired it or i might watch a video from, for example 2016, and i think how hard i was rotting back then. alas! i am so incredibly crippled by regret you wouldn't believe. i could have achieved so many meaningful things by now if i had just tried, even if not a gf at least other meaningful things. i can't believe how stupid and wretched i was back then

I cope with alternative timelines by doing my own auto-biography in a Power Point presentation.

Since things haven´t been going as I expected I just copy the power point presentation and re work it with scenarios that I would like to be different.

 

[snowfalls4ever]

i can't stop crying for my past. if i had a time machine i would go back and fix my rotter ways from at least 2015 onwards. but alas... i have failed anneke and i have failed myself. i have failed at life. i don't know how you niggers cope with being unproductive and doing nothing. whenever i am alone with my thoughts i think back vividly to experiences or memories i had many years ago and what i was doing back then and what my oneitis was doing. lately i have been having a lot of dreams about hs because that feels like the first major missed opportunity i had in life. i might see an object that i bought many years ago and i have a flashback to doing nothing when i acuired it or i might watch a video from, for example 2016, and i think how hard i was rotting back then. alas! i am so incredibly crippled by regret you wouldn't believe. i could have achieved so many meaningful things by now if i had just tried, even if not a gf at least other meaningful things. i can't believe how stupid and wretched i was back then

not for me, i have no problem rotting in my room for another 3-5 years

 

[Betrayed]

My life sucked equally bad due to parents being "special", jokes on you i have no nostalgia for anything in my past

Im living in the future, when I move out of my parents narcissistic shithole, start college and go hiking every weekend and make money via online business

 

[12 Years a Rotter]

Obviously I explained it differently in that post, but I very much get how you feel with regards to the missed opportunities and, frankly, meaningless rotting at times. Can't believe that there was a time when I honestly felt proud of just rotting at home for 8 months straight. Not to mention the moments where, if I only played my cards right, I could've possibly had something approaching a normal social life in college, or even gotten a decent job years ago, but instead, I fucked it all up, and now I can only reminisce about it and about what could've been.

8 months is nothing try wasting 7 years

My life sucked equally bad due to parents being "special", jokes on you i have no nostalgia for anything in my past

Im living in the future, when I move out of my parents narcissistic shithole, start college and go hiking every weekend and make money via online business

my parents fucked me over

 

[Anthrax]

Im 21, but i still feel like im 17/18 bc everythings felt the same for the past 3 years.

 

[Betrayed]

My life turned shit after I left elementary school

I rather be NEET than to wageslave tbh. My life is going to be shit no matter what I do. Both is suffering, but at least NEET is comfy suffering

Hartz4 nach Abi?

 

[kaan]

sometimes you gotta go back... to actually move forward. and i dont mean going back to chase ghosts and reminisce. i mean going back, seeing where you came from. where you been, how you got here. see where you going. i know there are those that say "you can't go back". yes you can.

you just have to live in the right place

 

[12 Years a Rotter]

sometimes you gotta go back... to actually move forward. and i dont mean going back to chase ghosts and reminisce. i mean going back, seeing where you came from. where you been, how you got here. see where you going. i know there are those that say "you can't go back". yes you can.

you just have to live in the right place

self-awareness is a bitch