My uncle once said this about me
"He's not all there in his head"
While I existed you persisted,
such a lovely family.
Must be nice to have a wife,
must be nice to have a son;
must be nice to have a life.
While you laughed I was crying,
while you were living I was dying.
Your brother abused me,
and all you did was leave me.
So long as its not you its fair play.
While I suffered you lived in joy.
All the while I lived in hell.
Must be nice living a lie.
While you run away from what happened,
I relive everything that has happened.
While you sleep in your comfy bed;
I live in the most terrible of dread.
Must be nice to have a wife,
Must be nice to have a son;
It must be nice to have a life.
While I die alone in pitiful strife,
save your prayers, I'm already dead.
