That first pic reminds me that I really wish I could convince some of you guys to let go of this idea of "I want to be loved".
It's blue pilled AF. Let it go.
When you want to be with a woman, it's usually because she is beautiful and you desire her. You do the loving, and that's ok. Women are naturally selected for their ability to be desired, aka loved, by men. Men are selected for their ability to satisfy that desire, and that usually means behavioral competition with other men. That used to, anyway.
I know now things are fucked up, and women now are free to fuck only men they are physically attracted to, in the same way men are physically attracted to women. But those men are rare, for the reasons I was mentioning : that is not what men used to be selected for.
So stop hoping to be loved in the same way you love women. That's not how things work.
Now, I know what you mean. You're longing for a long term love, one that goes beyond physical attraction, with intimacy, complicity and shit. But if you say "why don't women love me?" that's really not what it sounds like. It really sounds like you don't understand why you are not as desirable to women as say a fashion top model is to men. That makes you sound stupid because it should be obvious.