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SuicideFuel Whenever i look back at myself, even my very recent past from the past couple weeks or months, i realize how autistic i really am, even to this day

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I look back at myself, and i realize how autistic i was and i cringe or feel embarrassed. even in the past few months, i had done some autistic shit. i'll admit, my symptoms are not as intense as they used to be (they were most intense in my early mid teens). but my symptoms are still deterring me from having a good life.

it's like no matter what i do, i can't blend in with NT people or be like them. I can't do the things they can do, whether it's social things or anything in general.

when i talk to other autistic people, i'm more high-functioning than them and they and i struggle to have a decent conversation. they might even do things that make me uncomfortable. I don't blend in with them. some are just quiet and never talk. but when i talk to NT people, i only can become acquintances at best if anything, i can only blend in to an extent but not much. i can't blend in with them either. i'm too NT for other autists but too autistic for NT people. i don't blend in with hardly anyone.
 
socializing as an autistic man is difficult. you think on a seperate wavelength than NT people. lower ranking autists can be somewhat enjoyable if you share the same hobbies. high ranking autists have the potential to be genuinely interesting friends. but high ranking autists usually isolate themselves and cant be bothered to talk to autists like them
 
Fuck brainless npc NT behavior. All the messes we are in is because of npc enforced status quo.
if you aren't NT, you won't have a normal life most people have
 
@ordinaryotaku @-BrettyBoy- @Robtical thoughts? You guys have autism.
 
I had the same stuff too, my mind was fucked up and non mature by all the people hating me plus having a really fucked family life
 
Generally, I’m more social with people when I’m drunk.
 
we lost at lyfe :cryfeels: i just want poose, food, vidya and to rot
 
I'm the same, too nt for full autists and too autistic for nt people.
 
socializing as an autistic man is difficult. you think on a seperate wavelength than NT people. lower ranking autists can be somewhat enjoyable if you share the same hobbies. high ranking autists have the potential to be genuinely interesting friends. but high ranking autists usually isolate themselves and cant be bothered to talk to autists like them
Extremely accurate and insightful observation tbh.
 
At least we autists can hang out here in peace
 
What’s your thoughts on my rant?
I think it's pretty accurate. Like you, I wasn't able to control much of my autist crap when I was younger, tbh.
 
I think it's pretty accurate. Like you, I wasn't able to control much of my autist crap when I was younger, tbh.
At least in elementary school the gap between us and NT people is non-existent
 
I have the same problem. My life is the definition of cringe
 
Get an autistic gf, don't autists have their own clubs?
 
Get an autistic gf, don't autists have their own clubs?
autistic women often want NT men and i've been in autistic programs before, they were mostly boys and a couple of autistic girls that did manage to appear bullied me.
 
autistic women often want NT men and i've been in autistic programs before, they were mostly boys and a couple of autistic girls that did manage to appear bullied me.
Sad but maybe you haven't interacted with enough people to learn how to be normal, i know that autistic girls learn that so if you aren't very autistic maybe you can too.
Try some activity with a lot of human interaction like being a cashier a bartender or a waiter or maybe a salesman
 
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Sad but maybe you haven't interacted with enough people to learn how to be normal, i know that autistic girls learn that so if you aren't very autistic maybe you can too.
Try some activity with a lot of human interaction like being a cashier a bartender or a waiter or maybe a salesman
everytime i put myself out there i don't even run into any girls.
 
i can only blend in to an extent but not much. i can't blend in with them either. i'm too NT for other autists but too autistic for NT people. i don't blend in with hardly anyone.
You need to go to @Intellau_Celistic ’s group therapy sessions. :owo:

In all seriousness, you said you had a long friendship with someone who had ADHD before, so why don’t you find another someone like him: struggles with socializing with NT people like you do but isn’t autistic.
 
You need to go to @Intellau_Celistic ’s group therapy sessions. :owo:

In all seriousness, you said you had a long friendship with someone who had ADHD before, so why don’t you find another someone like him: struggles with socializing with NT people like you do but isn’t autistic.
most people are NT so i can't just specifically look for only neurodivergents. besides, his ADHD symptoms were minuscule by HS and gone by age 20.

I also struggle with communicating with other autists because my social skills are decent for someone with autism and theirs are really bad, so i don't know how to communicate. i remember there were some who made me uncomfortable. i've met a couple of them who i knew how to have good conversations with, but hardly ever do i meet other neurodivergents anyway
 
besides, his ADHD symptoms were minuscule by HS and gone by age 20.
This was my experience with having an ADHD friend too. They leveled up while I didn't.
 
This was my experience with having an ADHD friend too. They leveled up while I didn't.
Yes many ADHD people don’t have symptoms by adulthood while autists still have symptoms throughout life. These ADHD people then become NT
 
Yes many ADHD people don’t have symptoms by adulthood while autists still have symptoms throughout life. These ADHD people then become NT
Even if their symptoms don't disappear, they have an easier time blending in, or having their deficiencies managed by medication.
 
Even if their symptoms don't disappear, they have an easier time blending in, or having their deficiencies managed by medication.
Yep and autistic people are just doomed. Only the most highest functioning autists could ever blend in with NT people and even they could struggle.
 
don't go to any support or social groups for autistic adults. i went to one and it was a bunch of foids talking about some bullshit about how they were too nervous to get food from the grocery store, yet they'll ride the chad cock carousel until the day they die
 
don't go to any support or social groups for autistic adults. i went to one and it was a bunch of foids talking about some bullshit about how they were too nervous to get food from the grocery store, yet they'll ride the chad cock carousel until the day they die
I hardly see autistic women in these groups
 
You want to blend in with These automatons that are only the way They are to " Safe face " ?

KEK :feelshaha::feelsclown:
 
Glad others are speaking this truth. Autism is a death sentence when it comes to dating, the data is horrible.
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Adhd people actually have a higher than average fertility ratio, interestingly. I can't relate to other spergs either, and I also have the same problem of only really being able to achieve acquaintancy with NTs. Sure, looks are important, but autism pretty much makes it over regardless of height.
 
I feel your pain bro, while I have Asperger's Syndrome, PDD-NOS, Schizoid Personality Spectrum Disorder, Chronic Anxiety, Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder, and actually a laundry list more, through my Extroversion I managed to socialise enough to actually be able to talk to strangers, but I literally just have to think back about a conversation I had yesterday and cringe at the things I said. One thing I absolutely never do is tell anyone I met after I turned 18 about my Autism, it's something I very much aware of will turn me into "a checklist of stereotyped" so I simply refuse to let anyone know.

I don't think anyone has ever figured it out, but people have called me "weird" and "not normal", but never quite autistic. I think that I occupy a weird space between NT and Aspie that makes me out of place with both. When I was younger all of my friends were Aspies, but today it's more of a mix of different kind of (mostly highly Neurotic) people.
 
I feel your pain bro, while I have Asperger's Syndrome, PDD-NOS, Schizoid Personality Spectrum Disorder, Chronic Anxiety, Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder, and actually a laundry list more, through my Extroversion I managed to socialise enough to actually be able to talk to strangers, but I literally just have to think back about a conversation I had yesterday and cringe at the things I said. One thing I absolutely never do is tell anyone I met after I turned 18 about my Autism, it's something I very much aware of will turn me into "a checklist of stereotyped" so I simply refuse to let anyone know.

I don't think anyone has ever figured it out, but people have called me "weird" and "not normal", but never quite autistic. I think that I occupy a weird space between NT and Aspie that makes me out of place with both. When I was younger all of my friends were Aspies, but today it's more of a mix of different kind of (mostly highly Neurotic) people.
i don't blend in with NT people or autists despite being autistic
 

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