Last year, my neighbours (they have moved out now, thank god) would regularly have sex in the room right next to mine. The girl was loud, too. i could hear her moaning, could sometimes make out her words 'yes!' or 'fuck!!'. I swear to god once i heard a threesome with 2 girls 1 guy.
The thought that something that has been the cause of my depression ever since puberty is happening just a few metres away is absolutely soul crushing. i put notes through their door asking them to be quiet or at least let me join in, but that didnt change anything. I once looked through the window and saw them fucking. I felt like breaking their window with a knife and just slaughtering them.
The guy was a typical abusive boyfriend. i would hear him swear at his gf. Once i overheard an argument where the girl was crying "I NEVER CHEATED ON YOUUU!!" while the guy continued swearing at her.
I seriously think that having loud sex should be a crime. This seriously damaged me psychologically, and i dont think i will ever recover unless if i can get sex like that guy next door did. Apparently, sex noise is treated the same as loud music by the law, which is ridiculous. Whenever i heard them having sex, i would instantly become depressed and suicidal. Someone so close to me is experiencing the greatest pleasure in existence, while i sit in my room suffering.
The thought that something that has been the cause of my depression ever since puberty is happening just a few metres away is absolutely soul crushing. i put notes through their door asking them to be quiet or at least let me join in, but that didnt change anything. I once looked through the window and saw them fucking. I felt like breaking their window with a knife and just slaughtering them.
The guy was a typical abusive boyfriend. i would hear him swear at his gf. Once i overheard an argument where the girl was crying "I NEVER CHEATED ON YOUUU!!" while the guy continued swearing at her.
I seriously think that having loud sex should be a crime. This seriously damaged me psychologically, and i dont think i will ever recover unless if i can get sex like that guy next door did. Apparently, sex noise is treated the same as loud music by the law, which is ridiculous. Whenever i heard them having sex, i would instantly become depressed and suicidal. Someone so close to me is experiencing the greatest pleasure in existence, while i sit in my room suffering.
