ServusLuciferi
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I recently had a hell week of exams (grad school), just graduated (so over) there was a girl I studied and I was bold and confident while we were studying.
I got literally sick from studying and exams, chills, headache, tired, fever; but had to write essays while i was sick.
Because I have literally 0 mental energy and I am in constant pain, my shy stuttering authentic self came out to her during the end of our studying and exams.
Good lord. The transition from her analyzing me to “are you a potential mate” to “yeah you are an autistic beta orbiter I have to be nice to” was so abundantly clear that I’m literally depressed.
Here I am killing myself to try to be somewhat successful career wise, and bam - not good enough for foids. Show yourself tired and weak and their pussies dry up.
I got literally sick from studying and exams, chills, headache, tired, fever; but had to write essays while i was sick.
Because I have literally 0 mental energy and I am in constant pain, my shy stuttering authentic self came out to her during the end of our studying and exams.
Good lord. The transition from her analyzing me to “are you a potential mate” to “yeah you are an autistic beta orbiter I have to be nice to” was so abundantly clear that I’m literally depressed.
Here I am killing myself to try to be somewhat successful career wise, and bam - not good enough for foids. Show yourself tired and weak and their pussies dry up.
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