Discussion when was the last time you actually cried?

[ShiiOfTheSPLC]

for me it was october 2019 during the single most traumatic event in my entire life. the last time prior to that was in august 2018.

at this point the impulse to cry has been beaten out of me completely. throughout my entire life I've been told to never express when I'm in emotional distress because it's pathetic, no one wants to listen to it, and frankly nobody else gives a fuck about how I feel. as a result I've learned to naturally suppress any urge to visibly express my emotions. I constantly feel depressed, stressed out, lonely, frustrated and anxious but I feel no compulsion whatsoever to actually cry. I don't think I could cry even if I wanted to at this point, the instinct to do so has been fully drilled out of me

 

[HumanTrash]

Probably 10 years ago or more. I don't think anything could cause me to cry at this point, not even the death of my parents

 

[Deleted member 23981]

Yesterday, im not dead inside yet

 

[HueHueBr]

Probably 10 years ago or more. I don't think anything could cause me to cry at this point, not even the death of my parents

there is nothing good to happen. Just bad things. Just injustices. Just wickedness against you.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

last year when I was drunk

 

[Gunnersup]

A few days ago

 

[Stalin]

more than 10 years ago

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

Today morning.

 

[Deleted member 21227]

Few years ago, can't remember

 

[COPE GmbH]

dead inside

 

[Deleted member 23981]

fuck off nigger

 

[COPE GmbH]

fuck off nigger

Sorry for the misrepresentation, I'm dead inside.

 

[Deleted member 23981]

Sorry for the misrepresentation, I'm dead inside.

no i was joking lol

 

[COPE GmbH]

no i was joking lol

Okay currywaifu.

 

[DepressionTookMyIQ]

I'm crying in the avi does that count? I unfortunately have cried in public once, not good tbh. But crying shouldn't be looked upon, it's just a way of shaming men.

 

[Deleted member 23820]

I cried for some minutes this morning in the bathroom.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

months back due to taking weird supplements and bad sleep then thinking about how life was supposed to be and how it actually was. resulting in weak frame of mind

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

I dropped my banana while browsing the forum today. I was upset for the afternoon

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Last week probably

 

[BummerDrummerOG]

A few months ago I think maybe 1 or 2

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Few minutes ago

 

[Deleted member 23981]

Few minutes ago

brutal

 

[FinnCel]

Beginning of this year

 

[highinhibition]

I am again impressed by all of yours ability to hold back tears

I am usually very emotional and moody

I shall take an example of the masters in this thread

 

[Ika-Sama]

I dropped my banana while browsing the forum today. I was upset for the afternoon

Brutal, man.

 

[unuser]

Last night

Will prob do it again soon

 

[HarryDresden]

Two days ago

 

[Mecoja]

One year ago, I tried to to get drunk but I threw up.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

for me it was october 2019 during the single most traumatic event in my entire life. the last time prior to that was in august 2018.

at this point the impulse to cry has been beaten out of me completely. throughout my entire life I've been told to never express when I'm in emotional distress because it's pathetic, no one wants to listen to it, and frankly nobody else gives a fuck about how I feel. as a result I've learned to naturally suppress any urge to visibly express my emotions. I constantly feel depressed, stressed out, lonely, frustrated and anxious but I feel no compulsion whatsoever to actually cry. I don't think I could cry even if I wanted to at this point, the instinct to do so has been fully drilled out of me

A couple of years ago. I guess it sunk in that I've failed at everything I ever tried in life. I'm autistic and will die alone and miserable and unloved. I have no hope, no skills, no looks, no money, no future, nothing. My life was ashes before my body ever will be.

 

[ordinaryotaku]

A couple of years ago. I guess it sunk in that I've failed at everything I ever tried in life. I'm autistic and will die alone and miserable and unloved. I have no hope, no skills, no looks, no money, no future, nothing. My life was ashes before my body ever will be

I had this exact same kind of revelation happen one night back in September. That was the last time I cried, but before then, it was several years ago.

 

[mistersinister]

2021