shii410
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for me it was october 2019 during the single most traumatic event in my entire life. the last time prior to that was in august 2018.
at this point the impulse to cry has been beaten out of me completely. throughout my entire life I've been told to never express when I'm in emotional distress because it's pathetic, no one wants to listen to it, and frankly nobody else gives a fuck about how I feel. as a result I've learned to naturally suppress any urge to visibly express my emotions. I constantly feel depressed, stressed out, lonely, frustrated and anxious but I feel no compulsion whatsoever to actually cry. I don't think I could cry even if I wanted to at this point, the instinct to do so has been fully drilled out of me
at this point the impulse to cry has been beaten out of me completely. throughout my entire life I've been told to never express when I'm in emotional distress because it's pathetic, no one wants to listen to it, and frankly nobody else gives a fuck about how I feel. as a result I've learned to naturally suppress any urge to visibly express my emotions. I constantly feel depressed, stressed out, lonely, frustrated and anxious but I feel no compulsion whatsoever to actually cry. I don't think I could cry even if I wanted to at this point, the instinct to do so has been fully drilled out of me
