- Feb 21, 2020
- 29d 12h 54m
I was 7 when that movie came out and was completely infatuated with her the first time I saw it that year. I began to fantasize about being with her and eventually got the movie on dvd and would just sit there watching it completely engrossed, watching it on repeat. She was the first crush that I ever had in my entire life up until that point. I didn't even know what sex was at that age either, but imagined hugging and kissing her and playing in the woods, going over eachothers houses and just having fun. I can't even imagine telling my seven year old self that 15 years later I still haven't had any relationship with a girl, yet alone ever having kissed a girl. I wonder what my 7 year old self would even say or do having had that information... Im so fucking defeated at this point...