Discussion When did you realize you were ugly?

[Eschewcel]

When I was in middle school, I thought I was beautiful, I thought I was part of the elite of the most beautiful since my mom always told me how beautiful I was.
I wasn't successful with girls, I had actually 0 female friend, but i thought they were too intimidated or just stupid.

Then when I was 12-13, I remember something that made me realize I was ugly, it was quite a shock actually. A Tyrone-junior and a white girl were discussing random topics and then he said "who in our class is the ugliest". I didn't hear the answer because she pointed the finger on me.

No words could come out of my mouth at that moment, I understood that the problem, the reason why I was only experiencing failures with the opposite sex was how I looked like.

It's crazy how we can be completely blinded by what our mother tells us. If she told me I were ugly, I probably would have led my life differently.

 

[tehgymcel420]

I always knew.

 

[UglyScotsman]

About 10 or 11. Really confirmed until like 15 or 16. And brutally so when i went to uni.

 

[Deleted member 23712]

When I was in middle school, I thought I was beautiful, I thought I was part of the elite of the most beautiful since my mom always told me how beautiful I was.
I wasn't successful with girls, I had actually 0 female friend, but i thought they were too intimidated or just stupid.

Then when I was 12-13, I remember something that made me realize I was ugly, it was quite a shock actually. A Tyrone-junior and a white girl were discussing random topics and then he said "who in our class is the ugliest". I didn't hear the answer because she pointed the finger on me.

No words could come out of my mouth at that moment, I understood that the problem, the reason why I was only experiencing failures with the opposite sex was how I looked like.

It's crazy how we can be completely blinded by what our mother tells us. If she told me I were ugly, I probably would have led my life differently.

7th grade

 

[imsorry]

i never consciously thought i was ugly, but deep down i knew getting a gf was out of limits and at times i would be insecure about my looks, and you start 2 notice something is wrong when all the good looking douches get girls and you dont, probs around 11/12 years old

this

 

[GermaniaIncelia]

I always knew.

 

[Deleted member 29529]

I was made fun of, pretty obvious

 

[Deleted member 21768]

Probably when I was 5. I thought I "wasn't too bad", but I knew I never looked as good as the cartoons I've seen.
I thought I could have at least gotten somewhere, but never did.

 

[Lolimancer]

I used to blame my height only. 10th grade in class a girl was told to sort everyone by their looks and i was last. Guess my face is shit too

 

[dirtykombatcel]

I always knew.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I always knew.

 

[Dr. Dicklet]

I knew something wasnt right around 18, but it took as another 5 years of coping and bluepilled nonsense to realise it was my looks. By 26-27 I was fully blackpilled.

 

[Jerek]

Around ten. I remember crying on my bed with my cunt of a mother minimize the problem. I still hate her more than 20 years later for this.

 

[Saber]

6-7y old

 

[Eschewcel]

Damn so most of you knew it was over ages ago.

 

[RollD20]

My mom already told me I was ugly growing up so I knew for a while

 

[Loner94]

5 yrs old, was bullied relentlessly,made a outsider ostricised, ridiculed etc by both genders.Just a plethora of consistent negative experiences.

 

[Subhuman100]

I was made fun of, pretty obvious

 

[cutthroat]

i was bluepilled until around 10 and right before puberty at 13 i finally realised that it was all a lie.

 

[Neggr]

when I turned 11

 

[genetic_scrap]

Gradually. Now I'm acutely aware of the impact of my looks (or lack thereof).

You realize that your looks will never make women stop and look at you, or get you unsolicited attention (the only type of attention that matters).

 

[Alone75]

I starting getting negative comments and bullying when I was 8 or so. Around then I suppose.

 

[Dead Fish]

Jr. High or what's called Middle school. Kids playing tag and kiss. This girl says Bugarin and dead fish don't count. They are not playing. Before and still after that I though I was quite handsome.
After being told I was ugly, looks like you're drunk, you look gay and you're short... and never getting the girl.

Mothers gives us false hopes. One day my mom says to some woman, my son is good looking, isn't he.

 

[StSausageCel]

About 10 or 11. Really confirmed until like 15 or 16. And brutally so when i went to uni.

I was made fun of, pretty obvious

 

[FinnCel]

Primary school

 

[Deleted member 10150]

13

 

[Deleted member 22572]

14-16 when ppl were makin fun of my appearance and I became blackpilled on looks from my own experiences and what I saw in school and found out about the blackpill/incels at 17