I feel things you wouldn't believe
- May 8, 2022
I didnt really learn the term till much later like you but i also never really let it get to me either. Yes i did see people having gf and friends but i literally look passed it and paid no attention to it. It only really hit me once i came across this guy called elliot rodger and listened to his writtings, it scared me into thinking i could end up like him. After that i tried to ask out a foid and was rejected, at the time that hit me so bad that i never really recovered from it. I have tried a couple of times since then but nothing has ever come from it.Let me start
I am now 24 years old
when i was 18 i started seeing everyone except me having sex and relationships.
it started biting on me and i went into periods of being really sad all day. i wouldnt say depressed but really really sad.
back then i still was a cute little hopecell. thinking if i went to the gym and worked on my social skills i would get me a foid eventually.
i think you can all guess how that went
at age 22 i was browsing /r9k and ranting about my loneliness when some guy called me an incel, in had no idea what i just gt called
so i googled it and found an documentary about incels made by this tranny guy
then i found out about elliot rodgers and all the other incel attacks
brocels i am so happy that i found out 'incels' are a thing and that its not just me, for years i tortured myself thinking literally everybody has love'/sex except for me
the community here is pretty decent