Discussion When did you realize you were a sore fucking loser?

[Qech__]

I think I realized when I was 13. No matter how hard I tried, I kept failing school. Zero friends and all alone. I often got bullied and left out. I spent every lunch and recess isolated, waiting for it to pass in the library while everybody else hung out with their friends outside. One day after failing a math test I studied so hard for, I cried in the library and asked myself why nothing I could do nothing right, and came to conclusion I was a sore fucking loser. There has to be bottom of the barrel trash in every society, and in my case it just happened to be me. That's it. There's nothing deeper to it than that.

Today, I'm not even worth the raw materials that make up my body. We could use that carbon, oxygen, hydrogen, etc to make things that are actually useful to other people, unlike me. I'm not sure why I am even here. Maybe I should buy a gun and blow my brains out, and then watch all the way down from hell how long it takes for at least one person to realize I'm missing. Spoiler alert: I'll probably decompose into a skeleton completely before anybody notices.

 

[nakolas]

I'm not a loser

 

[Firefighter]

I'm not a loser

"I am Adonis. I am Adonis. I am Adonis."

 

[elltom]

Around elemtary or so

 

[Zionist]

Water

 

[Onyx]

A lot younger than 13.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

19

 

[Itsoverm8]

I'm not a loser

 

[aks74u]

this life sucks,

i remember once my dad beat me as a kid just because i was scared of killing the cockroach in the bathroom.

 

[aks74u]

i was around 16 when i realized i was a complete loser

 

[Grodd]

4 or 5 years ago

 

[HeightpillVictim]

When I was 10 I proposed myself to a blonde girl in my class she said no to me and from now I have realized that a I’m a big loser. I still remember that fucking day it is so fucking over for me

 

[t3mcel]

couple years now. im pretty sure i was just in denial about it before that. hope is at an all time low now

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

It was hard not to notice already in elementary or kindergarten that I was always the weird outsider getting made fun of by absolutely everyone else.

 

[MajorThomas666]

BRUTAL father son moment. this life sucks,

i remember once my dad beat me as a kid just because i was scared of killing the cockroach in the bathroom.

 

[fokusin]

A lot younger than 13.

 

[Utnapishtim]

kindergarten bro

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I think I realized when I was 13. No matter how hard I tried, I kept failing school. Zero friends and all alone. I often got bullied and left out. I spent every lunch and recess isolated, waiting for it to pass in the library while everybody else hung out with their friends outside. One day after failing a math test I studied so hard for, I cried in the library and asked myself why nothing I could do nothing right, and came to conclusion I was a sore fucking loser. There has to be bottom of the barrel trash in every society, and in my case it just happened to be me. That's it. There's nothing deeper to it than that.

Today, I'm not even worth the raw materials that make up my body. We could use that carbon, oxygen, hydrogen, etc to make things that are actually useful to other people, unlike me. I'm not sure why I am even here. Maybe I should buy a gun and blow my brains out, and then watch all the way down from hell how long it takes for at least one person to realize I'm missing. Spoiler alert: I'll probably decompose into a skeleton completely before anybody notices.

PE when I switched to an all white school. It proved that I was born weak and pathetic. We had to run a mile and I got sent home because I collapsed from exhaustion. Playing basketball some white kid threw the ball at my face and I got knocked out, I just kept getting shoved the entire time. I also never learned to swim because I was a born coward that freaked out in the water so I had to sit in the bleachers like a cuck and watch all these white kids that naturally knew how to swim mog the fuck out of me.

PE just proves I am a genetic failure not fit for corporeal activity.

 

[nachtlieder]

Probably 13 as my only true friend stopped hanging with me to hang with older kids and girls. For the first time in my life, math stopped making sense to me. I genuinely tried my hardest to understand it. I barely had clothes too man it was awful. My parents kept busting me for vaping, they took my phone, tv, and door. I was skipping school so much and smoked after school everyday with these 2 dudes. I got my ass beat by a kid years younger than me and I almost got jumped by like 8 people because some sped kid said I told him to say nigger. Then the next school year I had to jester to find a new friend group. I had to actually fight to sit at lunch with them often ending with me sitting with 3 random mexican niggas who ate like they just grew hands. By the second semester I made it but covid fucked me over. From that point, things reached no return.

 

[Mutilator]

In elementary school probably..

 

[Mutilator]

PE when I switched to an all white school. It proved that I was born weak and pathetic. We had to run a mile and I got sent home because I collapsed from exhaustion. Playing basketball some white kid threw the ball at my face and I got knocked out, I just kept getting shoved the entire time. I also never learned to swim because I was a born coward that freaked out in the water so I had to sit in the bleachers like a cuck and watch all these white kids that naturally knew how to swim mog the fuck out of me.

PE just proves I am a genetic failure not fit for corporeal activity.

I'm white and I can't swim.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

It took me all the way to 20-21 years old, when for the first time I compared my life to that of the normies and foids around me. It was a shock to see how much better they were compared to mine, and how many experiences they had, especially those who were considered losers.

One day after failing a math test I studied so hard for, I cried in the library and asked myself why nothing I could do nothing right

Fuck school for making people feel like that. Thankfully until university I never made a connection between school grades and self-worth or intelligence. School is supposed to teach you stuff, but all it does is rate and reward your talents and IQ, all it taught me doing that was genetic determinism.

 

[ihatelife2]

This is sad. I was bullied at school but I didn't accept that I was a loser until 17-18. And even then I didn't really want to believe it.

 

[Izanagi]

in elementary school

 

[INCELIBATE12]

kindergarten bro

brutal

 

[STOICSURGEON]

I probably didn't digest it completly

 

[Falkone]

I was around 15 years when i realized it

 

[Risky2Risky]

I think I realized when I was 13. No matter how hard I tried, I kept failing school. Zero friends and all alone. I often got bullied and left out. I spent every lunch and recess isolated, waiting for it to pass in the library while everybody else hung out with their friends outside. One day after failing a math test I studied so hard for, I cried in the library and asked myself why nothing I could do nothing right, and came to conclusion I was a sore fucking loser. There has to be bottom of the barrel trash in every society, and in my case it just happened to be me. That's it. There's nothing deeper to it than that.

Today, I'm not even worth the raw materials that make up my body. We could use that carbon, oxygen, hydrogen, etc to make things that are actually useful to other people, unlike me. I'm not sure why I am even here. Maybe I should buy a gun and blow my brains out, and then watch all the way down from hell how long it takes for at least one person to realize I'm missing. Spoiler alert: I'll probably decompose into a skeleton completely before anybody notices.

First arrest

 

[Qech__]

First arrest

Damn what happened?

 

[Risky2Risky]

Damn what happened?

Tried to stab a kill at school when I was 13 there’s 2 more arrests I’ve always been a dumbass

 

[Qech__]

Tried to stab a kill at school when I was 13 there’s 2 more arrests I’ve always been a dumbass

Was he a bully?

 

[Risky2Risky]

Was he a bully?

Made fun of his little brother he then said he would shoot up my house so I came to school the next day with a knife

 

[Jackoverse1111]

i was 14 when i realised i have nothing good going on in my life, nothing has changed since

 

[DCI Gene Hunt]

I'm not a loser

 

[ectomorphuser]

I think I realized when I was 13. No matter how hard I tried, I kept failing school. Zero friends and all alone. I often got bullied and left out. I spent every lunch and recess isolated, waiting for it to pass in the library while everybody else hung out with their friends outside. One day after failing a math test I studied so hard for, I cried in the library and asked myself why nothing I could do nothing right, and came to conclusion I was a sore fucking loser. There has to be bottom of the barrel trash in every society, and in my case it just happened to be me. That's it. There's nothing deeper to it than that.

Today, I'm not even worth the raw materials that make up my body. We could use that carbon, oxygen, hydrogen, etc to make things that are actually useful to other people, unlike me. I'm not sure why I am even here. Maybe I should buy a gun and blow my brains out, and then watch all the way down from hell how long it takes for at least one person to realize I'm missing. Spoiler alert: I'll probably decompose into a skeleton completely before anybody notices.

i think middle school for me

 

[cactusjuice]

when the weird kids didn’t even try to talking to me

 

[gluttony]

always

 

[irishforeheadcel]

I started noticing it in preschool. It really didnt hit me until like high school tbh.

 

[Super Nigger Boy]

17

 

[AutismHaver]

One day after failing a math test I studied so hard for, I cried in the library and asked myself why nothing I could do nothing right, and came to conclusion I was a sore fucking loser

this is why kids shouldnt be in school for 8 hours a day, like we'd probably do better if we just had a period or 2 a day not 4, it just fosters work resentment tbh