As a result of my experiences and current state, I have a pretty warped perception. Basically, if you feel like you're not where you can be in life, you're just not suffering enough. If you're not where you want to be in life and not doing anything about, you deserve to suffer. Every kind act shown to you is nothing more than a lie, and everyone who has treated you positively across time hates you behind your back. I don't know how to escape this way of thinking and I know it's flawed. So how do you guys believe the world and other people work?
