What's the worst level of depression you've sunken to so far ?

[Hikikomori]

For me it was a period of 6 years inside my room. I was too fucked in the head to leave my bedroom. I payed no attention to my hygiene. I was hooked on opioid painkillers and drinking whenever I could afford to. I was self harming and wished I was dead everyday for 6 years nonstop.

What's the worst level of depression you've ever sunken to ?

 

[LittleDarkAge]

The one I'm in right now

 

[real truecel]

The one I'm in right now

 

[StaroRavager]

Hard to tell tbh everything from the past feels like a blur aside from a few specific events

 

[Insomniac]

High school

 

[Deleted member 16455]

The one I'm in right now

 

[gigacel123]

CURRENT age.

 

[Dionysus]

just a little after puberty

 

[NHKnigger]

How did u survive

 

[Deleted member 16582]

The one I'm in right now

 

[Sans]

Around the spring of 2018 when I started to get some semblance of the blackpill, and realized that as an ugly male, my fate is set in stone that I will be FUCKED.

 

[Deleted member 14805]

High school

 

[gigacel123]

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I wish Serena was real AND my GF.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

High school

 

[seija]

The one I'm in right now

 

[NHKnigger]

The one I'm in right now

 

[StoicNihilist]

I pretty much never left my room for like 3 years. Thought of suicide daily.

 

[SpacedOut]

The worst I ever had it was going 4 years without a job, no college, zero friends and suicidal thoughts. After I started college and got my shit together I felt better. I still experience bad depression just not as bad as then. That was 7 years ago.

 

[Billowel]

For me it was a period of 6 years inside my room. I was too fucked in the head to leave my bedroom. I payed no attention to my hygiene. I was hooked on opioid painkillers and drinking whenever I could afford to. I was self harming and wished I was dead everyday for 6 years nonstop.

What's the worst level of depression you've ever sunken to ?

are you doing better now?i hope you are man.

The one I'm in right now

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

Between 14 to 17-18 tbh im doing better now

 

[Murdoch89]

When I was 17 knowing that I would have a long miserable life, 13 years later still living it

 

[heroinfather]

I was in a period of LDAR, it was like 2 months straight and I suddenly just got a really sunken feeling. I had no thoughts, i could tell it wasn't physical at all. I legit had to kneel down on the floor and gather my thoughts

 

[Deleted member 17724]

When I was 15/16. I had suicidal thoughts at all times, stayed in bed whenever I could, stopped going to school for a short while, I had no friends.
Not much improved since that time, I still have no friends and stay inside most of the time but at least I'm no longer suicidal.

 

[Haywire]

for last 2 years. OP how did you get out of that?

 

[modus_coperandi]

Probably last year. It was so bad that I have absolutely no memories of the autumn months just a few text messages and pictures as proof that they happened.

 

[Ropemaxx]

For me it was a period of 6 years inside my room. I was too fucked in the head to leave my bedroom. I payed no attention to my hygiene. I was hooked on opioid painkillers and drinking whenever I could afford to. I was self harming and wished I was dead everyday for 6 years nonstop.

What's the worst level of depression you've ever sunken to ?

Did you fall out of that? You describe my past 10 years and that is the worst i've sunken.