Discussion What was your first blackpill?

[Deleted member 33091]

I was "redpilled" before I became blackpilled. I discovered redpill at age 19 and I tried PUA shit and whatever. It didn't work. My true first blackpill occurred when I was 23 years old. I found out that a boy and girl at ages of 13 and 14 were having sex. It blew my mind. I was a virgin at 23(and still am) and it just blew my mind that people that young were having sex. I had a break down after that. Now I'm at 29 years old and I just laugh at it. I don't give a shit anymore. I have been created for suffering while society tells me that I am privileged. Just LMAO. I keep hoping that I will die. I started eating like shit in the last few years and have gained a lot of weight. I just don't give a shit anymore. It's a clown world and people mock my suffering. I read the Bible and I'm filled with rage since God promises that he loves the oppressed people. Really? Why are all of the characters in the Bible literal Chads with 20+ wives? It's clear that God doesn't give a shit about me but prefers normies and Chads. Such a joke. I wish I had never been born.

 

[trying to ascend]

 

[Deleted member 21768]

My oneitis.

 

[Simulacrasimulation]

read my latest post

 

[Rei]

spent whole night talking to a chick comforting her just generally taking care of her making sure she was safe (this was at a high school party and people were drunk) then warlord giga chad comes over and pretty much dragged her into the bedroom in minutes, realised personality doesnt matter whatsoever its all about looks, hard to believe foids have emotions, probs some studies on lack of empathy in them or something somewhere

 

[radishman]

When I tried chatting up a foid and she gave me she was taking a break from dating. A week later she has a boyfriend. I wasn't in tune to foid nature yet so I assumed like a cuck "single" meant she wasn't fucking chads on the low.

 

[_realist_]

Drop the Bible and stop reading what a 2000+ old book says.

 

[crestfallencel]

in college, i overheard two whores chatting about some blind date one of them went on last night which went badly because the guy was "too short"

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

There was a girl I was madly in love with in highschool and she was pretending to be interested in me.
Turns out she was using me to get with my friend who had green eyes and was messaging him on facebook.
My friend told me and was saying he would kill that whore, and I guess that was good.
But I realized that it is beyond over for me, and that looks are everything.

 

[Lolimancer]

In highschool my late bloomer incel friend hit puberty and turned into a chadlite in a matter of months. And then he had one girlfriend after another.
My puberty was already done, literally never began.

 

[FamilyGuy1999]

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[Studiocel]

in college, i overheard two whores chatting about some blind date one of them went on last night which went badly because the guy was "too short"

Ive overheard alot of stuff like this in college too. Its very hard to go through university and still be bluepilled if you observe what is going on around you.

 

[bignose]

I was "redpilled" before I became blackpilled. I discovered redpill at age 19 and I tried PUA shit and whatever. It didn't work. My true first blackpill occurred when I was 23 years old. I found out that a boy and girl at ages of 13 and 14 were having sex. It blew my mind. I was a virgin at 23(and still am) and it just blew my mind that people that young were having sex. I had a break down after that. Now I'm at 29 years old and I just laugh at it. I don't give a shit anymore. I have been created for suffering while society tells me that I am privileged. Just LMAO. I keep hoping that I will die. I started eating like shit in the last few years and have gained a lot of weight. I just don't give a shit anymore. It's a clown world and people mock my suffering. I read the Bible and I'm filled with rage since God promises that he loves the oppressed people. Really? Why are all of the characters in the Bible literal Chads with 20+ wives? It's clear that God doesn't give a shit about me but prefers normies and Chads. Such a joke. I wish I had never been born.

this seems to have been written by me, my first blackpill was spending time with a cousin chad, and seeing how they treated him well as opposed to how they treat me

 

[Deleted member 31630]

coming over to my japanese friend’s house when i was 4 and seeing his parents were WMAF

 

[Deleted member 32725]

Watching my younger sister (gigastacy) play life on tutorial mode as she sucked and fucked her way through high school before dropping out to work on her music career

 

[Deleted member 32877]

I used to read romantic fiction novels back in 7th or 8th grade to feel what romance felt like. And one book called "One Million Junes" Blackpilled the absolute shit out of me. It pissed me off so much, but i didnt know what the blackpill actually was yet. But the book portrayed "Foid want chad for looks and not emotion" to a T

 

[Loner94]

When I was 5 yrs old back in 1999 a girl told me am so ugly I should off myself that was my first taste of lookism.

 

[Deleted member 32502]

Lookism related. The Chad phenotype and all the Chad features. That was my first official blackpill.

 

[CursedSurrogate]

Looking at myself in the mirror at 14, comparing myself to Normies who clearly hit puberty while I still had babyfat and was 5'3" until about 17. It was no surprise to see these same guys with girlfriends while I was wondering why I couldn't even get a single date. I was ugly and destined to be a subhuman, something in me knew (even while attempting to approach women).

Nothing in my life ever amounted to anything.

 

[Deleted member 19321]

I have a 6'3 friend who has such a beta dorky personality, hes like the guy in movies that is clumsy for comedic effect. Despite this all the girls still fawn over him and he receives unsolicited nudes from girls. I don't resent him though because he has always been nice to cels.

 

[Deleted member 33091]

I have a 6'3 friend who has such a beta dorky personality, hes like the guy in movies that is clumsy for comedic effect. Despite this all the girls still fawn over him and he receives unsolicited nudes from girls. I don't resent him though because he has always been nice to cels.

He's still your enemy. Remember that.

 

[Deleted member 776]

I was "redpilled" before I became blackpilled. I discovered redpill at age 19 and I tried PUA shit and whatever. It didn't work. My true first blackpill occurred when I was 23 years old. I found out that a boy and girl at ages of 13 and 14 were having sex. It blew my mind. I was a virgin at 23(and still am) and it just blew my mind that people that young were having sex. I had a break down after that. Now I'm at 29 years old and I just laugh at it. I don't give a shit anymore. I have been created for suffering while society tells me that I am privileged. Just LMAO. I keep hoping that I will die. I started eating like shit in the last few years and have gained a lot of weight. I just don't give a shit anymore. It's a clown world and people mock my suffering. I read the Bible and I'm filled with rage since God promises that he loves the oppressed people. Really? Why are all of the characters in the Bible literal Chads with 20+ wives? It's clear that God doesn't give a shit about me but prefers normies and Chads. Such a joke. I wish I had never been born.

My oneitis is what really blackpilled me. I had a long journey to the blackpill. I was pretty red pilled in highschool and I was never in with the normietards who defined themselves by sex and partying. I was pretty red pill at 14. Then I left highschool at 16 and went to college that was 100% normietards and I ended up spending a lot of time online - I was in a fandom that had a lot of women in it. Most of them were university educated and middle class and I had a rather rude introduction to political correctness and leftism and how everyone was trying to take offence all the time. I also met "the one" and meeting her made me want to believe in the blue pill. The world that led me to the red pill seemed to be gone but what led me to the blue pill was my failed few years in PUA.

I then resorted to more blue pilled courtship tactics - including finally shooting my shot with the love of my life. That was shot down pretty brutally and she got with this guy she knew that she always complained about and then she denied it for years even though I knew. I became active on r/incels and I would read Return of Kings all the time. That combined with the dog pill and the atomic black pill I finally accepted the black pill. It was a bad time in my life.

 

[incel_maxxed]

Oh boy if only I could remember my youth better. I became blackpilled at a late age but I was never blue or red pilled either. I guess I'm strange that these things never bothered me till a few years ago but also my circumstances might play a part. I found the blackpill around the same time when I roomed with a tall dude that was banging diff girls every week and I was a lonely virgin. Only took a few google searches to start the rabbit hole

 

[Deleted member 33472]

Watching my peers in high school get girls but whenever I tried, I was met with rejection and being used for their ego.