I remember I had a crush on my piano teacher sometime at 18-19 yo. That day I was practicing a piece for a small concert where I was supposed to play, it was pretty late and we both were clearing the things up before leave, when a guy entered the hall, greeted us and began describing in a jovial tone that he had some problems at the entance because he apparently forgot his pass somewhere. I quickly noticed they two were on close terms and didnt look like teacher and student. He was tall, cleanly shaven, had a nice haircut with bangs, stylish glasses. In the right clothes he could pass for an anime character, lol. I felt jealous and burned inside with rage, but then when she and I got dressed, and we three went out and headed towards the exit, I started noticing more of his features and couldnt stop comparing us two. He was tall, quite broad, his face looked more manly in a way. In comparison, there seemed to be something wrong with my looks, but I couldnt put my finger on it. That night I couldnt get sleep and kept thinking about the distance that seemed to divide us. It took some more time for me to articulate what were his strong points as compared to me, and that's basically how I introduced myself to the heightpill (not knowing the term of course).
