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Being born
Brutal
So many of them. But probably the first one when i had a female friend and she stopped hanging out because she was introduced to masculine bad boy who became her boyfriend.
Damn you should have just been more confident bro
At the age 28, still a bluepilled fucking idiot, I had some nice time with a woman.
Then, I asked if she wanted to go on a date, she said shes not attracted to me.
Then came my chad friend who already had a relationship. The way she totally ignored me and kept staring at him despite they never meeting and him already having a pregnant woman.
They went to a room, closed it, had sex and they now have a child.
That is when I started to hate foids. My brain could not take another rejection. This is the reason I will beat the **** out of anyone that tries to bluepill me out of inceldom irl in world of warcraft. I already predicted she would say no but get hooked on a chad before I asked her out. My subconsciousness already knew womens nature. Every fucking time women treat me the same and have done so hundreds of times. I am so fucking tired of women behavior.
Then, I asked if she wanted to go on a date, she said shes not attracted to me.
Then came my chad friend who already had a relationship. The way she totally ignored me and kept staring at him despite they never meeting and him already having a pregnant woman.
They went to a room, closed it, had sex and they now have a child.
That is when I started to hate foids. My brain could not take another rejection. This is the reason I will beat the **** out of anyone that tries to bluepill me out of inceldom irl in world of warcraft. I already predicted she would say no but get hooked on a chad before I asked her out. My subconsciousness already knew womens nature. Every fucking time women treat me the same and have done so hundreds of times. I am so fucking tired of women behavior.
Damn. Crazy how all the time you can spend with a girl can easily get overwritten by a Chad's looks within seconds
Yep the subhumans of IncelTears wont even talk to me. Those rats already know I have seen the truth
I am 34, I fucking know how humans work. Women are way too much controlled by the nature and should not have the right to vote.
Reading that made me mad. Hopefully the child gets cancer.
when i had to deal with asian women
The bullying I received. I had my fair share of rejections some that I already shared here but what truly blackpilled me is how shitty I've been treated my whole life and all the insults I've received over my looks.
What's funny is innitually I thought people were just joking when they mocked my appearance but then I realized after one particularly brutal event happened that I won't share, that they were serious.
What's funny is innitually I thought people were just joking when they mocked my appearance but then I realized after one particularly brutal event happened that I won't share, that they were serious.
Noticing that every boy in my class was taller than me
Sorry for that brocel.
every social interaction
and my mom,she blackpilled me about women
and my mom,she blackpilled me about women
Wow didn't expect someone mom to blackpill them lol
my life was full of suffering but yet i kept on chugging bluepills for so long; if you're born into Indian religious household in a suburban to rural environment you would get the idea of what I'm talking about but in general it was to always be thankful about things because ;whatever happens - happens for better of all; tier bullshits
my redpilling only occurred in year 2018 i think and from there blackpilling started by 2019 THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE SO FAR - that was the year when i had near-death experience once at a place far far away from my home and literally no one else was present in that building except me; it was raining hard and power cut had happened so i was just all alone on a bed starring at dark abyss and pondering over my life so far...i was having a fever above 104-105 degree cels and hungry and mentally broken...i was not sure if i would wake up next day...i cried for a while and remembered my late mother...then i am not sure if it was my fever or i got tired but i just fall to a deep slumber and woke up after 18 some hours next day at evening - sky had cleared up by then and power was restored and my throat was super sore and dry so i chugged up on lots of water and all..
but i was feeling super, super numb over things...probably surprised over surviving that lonely night - THIS exact point was my turning point in life; initially i became super bitter of things like going jealous by looking at happy people together while i had been suffering for long and slowly it made me realize many...facades of the society; how being hopeful was a facade itself and all
of course i only became aware of incelsphere and the common words in covid19 lockdown and world but pretext for all that had already been establishing inside my head from that brutal lonely night in '19
my redpilling only occurred in year 2018 i think and from there blackpilling started by 2019 THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE SO FAR - that was the year when i had near-death experience once at a place far far away from my home and literally no one else was present in that building except me; it was raining hard and power cut had happened so i was just all alone on a bed starring at dark abyss and pondering over my life so far...i was having a fever above 104-105 degree cels and hungry and mentally broken...i was not sure if i would wake up next day...i cried for a while and remembered my late mother...then i am not sure if it was my fever or i got tired but i just fall to a deep slumber and woke up after 18 some hours next day at evening - sky had cleared up by then and power was restored and my throat was super sore and dry so i chugged up on lots of water and all..
but i was feeling super, super numb over things...probably surprised over surviving that lonely night - THIS exact point was my turning point in life; initially i became super bitter of things like going jealous by looking at happy people together while i had been suffering for long and slowly it made me realize many...facades of the society; how being hopeful was a facade itself and all
of course i only became aware of incelsphere and the common words in covid19 lockdown and world but pretext for all that had already been establishing inside my head from that brutal lonely night in '19
Like everyone else, when I stopped ignoring the instances of blackpill.
at around age 18-19, I noticed I suddenly became invisible whenever chad, htn, or even a becky walks into the room. That combined with some brutal rejections
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Chad truly lives in a different reality.
Idk... the combination between the ending of school (HS) and beginning of working everyday, all the while nobody around you caring of your existence at the same time. Nobody congratulated me for graduating HS nor was I given any special treatment despite my work ethics, etc. From there on, I just got angrier and more bitter. Turning 21 and legally being able to drink myself to passing out every other night probably helped... once again... nobody cared.
Yah, those HS years fucked me up.
Yah, those HS years fucked me up.
The worst thing about the Blackpill is that you suddenly look at things retroactively through a Blackpill lens and realise just how lookist your life was.
Brutal
Brutal
I seriously dont want to make younger men angry but it will not get better.
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Nightclubs. Nightclubs are brutal, its up there with chadfishing. You will get mogged, humiliated and experience the blackpill everywhere. I am glad I dont have an urge to go anymore, its only for moggers and sex havers.
I came to learn about the blackpill after my then-oneitis ghosted me after I asked her out.
But tbh the blackpill just put words and data-confirmed the feelings I had back then, and the theories I already made up in my mind.
But tbh the blackpill just put words and data-confirmed the feelings I had back then, and the theories I already made up in my mind.
When a girl told me in primary school am so ugly i should off myself. The blackpill label wasn't around back then though the apt name for it would be a reality check.
I've experienced lots of bullying. But I was too low-IQ to understand the main cause. I always thought that the reason was some of my personality traits. I tried my best to fit in and wasted a lot of time and energy. Then I discovered the truth and stopped interacting with people. This decision made me a happier person. Yeah, of course I experience frustrations and other things, but I'm trying not to give much attention to them, and I continue to cope.
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getting falsely reported for harassment middle school and getting beat by my parents since then i stopped social interaction
There isn't a single moment to me, but it was the continual and utter failure of the red pill and PUAs.
While a moderator on a psychology forum someone posted a link to a PUA forum that I found and followed and discovered red pill which years later only led me to the black.
Seeing top-tier foids (for my school) throw themselves at my Chadlite friend. That's when I realized that foids prefer to be in a harem, that him having a girlfriend wasn't a moment for them to look somewhere else. No they'd just wait their turn. I always had this bluepilled idea that once all the Chads were taken these foids would lower their standards but, no. Maybe they do that when they're 40 but until then they'll just happily share Chad around.
Probably when people made fun of my looks in high school
yeah it's brutal but I can handle being alone more naturally.
she told me that women are evil who manipulate men for their own benefits, they separate families/relationships for attention
But yeah, she and my family saw the blackpill in full force in countless times
being conceived
story?
yeah you were brief, what happened generally, if you'd care to elaborate
My old friend I've known since I was 11 told me once in 4th grade that no woman would wanna date an ethnic man. This was a very brief glimpse into racepill and it shook me for a while when he said it but I wish I had listened to him
I never understood the term blackpill until I discovered it. It made me realize it has been there since I turned 18. Throughout my life people always judged me by my looks before I even opened my mouth.
I can't remember, but it was in uni. I was a cuck in HS.
cuck in HS.Similar threads
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