Venting what i've learned from "quitting" the blackpill

[M12Comic]

I've been inactive on these forums for a couple years at this point, it has been a long time since I've engaged with inceldom talk online. I thought "maybe it is true that if I stop making it such a big part of my life, I would truly shine more in appearance, personality, and opportunity". But I have learned, through ups and downs, that's really not the case.

Since I've joined these forums dating has only gotten worse. I feel for all the younger users of this forum, even when I joined the market was better than it is now. At some point, around 2021, I actually had such a hard time disconnecting I requested a ban. This helped me quit the site, but I can't lie, mentally I felt more isolated socially than ever. Even if I talk to people in real life, it's not as genuine somehow. There is a collective understanding here that is not replicated outside of this site, and the various communities surrounding it.

Still no gf, although I actually did "make friends" with women from my workplace. This never turned into anything of course, and if I spelled out exactly what transpired from this here I would probably kill myself after clicking post. It's humiliating.

Existing in this world, as somebody short, ugly, etc, is humiliating, torture, and we will never actually be seen as humans by the majority of people. This is the sad reality. The only thing that brings me joys are the vices I choose to give value to, and that give value to me. Romantic, human connection isn't one of those things.

Am I going to kill myself? Not today. I actually did try, but I did it in a really fag way, and I ended up in the hospital with a couple family members by my side, of which I am fortunate. However, it took me a long time to recover physically, and after a couple bad choices I ended up with severe damage to my brain and legs. Any disabilitycels?

 

[Passion]

I'm sorry

 

[anon65]

Fucking over. Boomer advice like "make friends with women" is a waste of time.

 

[The Death Devil]

Sleepercel ACTIVATED

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

It's over
nothing more to say

 

[tired as fuck]

Even if I talk to people in real life, it's not as genuine somehow.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cW9KPs8SCE

 

[The Death Devil]

I've been inactive on these forums for a couple years at this point, it has been a long time since I've engaged with inceldom talk online. I thought "maybe it is true that if I stop making it such a big part of my life, I would truly shine more in appearance, personality, and opportunity". But I have learned, through ups and downs, that's really not the case.

Since I've joined these forums dating has only gotten worse. I feel for all the younger users of this forum, even when I joined the market was better than it is now. At some point, around 2021, I actually had such a hard time disconnecting I requested a ban. This helped me quit the site, but I can't lie, mentally I felt more isolated socially than ever. Even if I talk to people in real life, it's not as genuine somehow. There is a collective understanding here that is not replicated outside of this site, and the various communities surrounding it.

I think a lot of former users on here eventually fell into this mindset—perhaps it's just a symptom of the human mind growing complacent with it's situation, and eventually believing that there's hope. Thus, you have a good chunk of people who eventually leave the site entirely with hopes of trying to 'reintegrate' into society, which describes a good chunk of the people on r/IncelExit. It's always in vain, though, because 'society' never wanted us to begin with, and thus we can never integrate into it in any meaningful capacity. Being employed is expected, and in some cases, entirely necessary for most incels to survive. Actually trying to fit into other kinds of social interaction—parties, weddings, clubs, and everything of the like—never goes well.

It's for a few reasons, but it all ultimately boils down to the fact that human interaction is inherently violent and people will ultimately seek to use you as a way to make themselves look better.

It's a large reason as to why we have so many stories on here with people talking about how they've been humiliated and belittled by the people around them—being an incel means that you are literal genetic trash, and the people around you KNOW that and WILL take advantage of your subhumanity.

I actually did try, but I did it in a really fag way, and I ended up in the hospital with a couple family members by my side, of which I am fortunate. However, it took me a long time to recover physically, and after a couple bad choices I ended up with severe damage to my brain and legs.

My most sincere condolences...

 

[ANTAGONIST]

You can quit the blackpill, but the blackpill will never quit you.

 

[V c z s q e]

Just rest here for now.

 

[M12Comic]

I think a lot of former users on here eventually fell into this mindset—perhaps it's just a symptom of the human mind growing complacent with it's situation, and eventually believing that there's hope. Thus, you have a good chunk of people who eventually leave the site entirely with hopes of trying to 'reintegrate' into society, which describes a good chunk of the people on r/IncelExit. It's always in vain, though, because 'society' never wanted us to begin with, and thus we can never integrate into it in any meaningful capacity. Being employed is expected, and in some cases, entirely necessary for most incels to survive. Actually trying to fit into other kinds of social interaction—parties, weddings, clubs, and everything of the like—never goes well.

It's for a few reasons, but it all ultimately boils down to the fact that human interaction is inherently violent and people will ultimately seek to use you as a way to make themselves look better.

It's a large reason as to why we have so many stories on here with people talking about how they've been humiliated and belittled by the people around them—being an incel means that you are literal genetic trash, and the people around you KNOW that and WILL take advantage of your subhumanity.

My most sincere condolences...

Thank you, very true.

 

[Animecel2D]

Long time no see

 

[Dolls & Gor]

"maybe it is true that if I stop making IT such a big part of my life

(Emphasis added.) "Blackpill" is not some anchor toxifying our thoughts. Folks here speak about their experience, and generalization drawn from it. Doesn't need a meme name ; we're just somewhat like you. Cool.

if I spelled out exactly what transpired from this here I would probably kill myself after clicking post. It's humiliating.

I'm not a super-user here, but when the fancy takes me, try to fully detail my humiliating life situation. Most readers just skip over it, but that's not the point ; thinking over and composing some event from your life is  never an embarrassment. It's useful, and I encourage you to record such things, even if privately kept.

brain and legs

Sorry to hear about that. Cervical spine injury? I have that, from a bike crash. Herbal tinctures and physical-therapy. The pain CAN lessen.

 

[senegambianbro]

I tried this too but only for about a month, you can never escape the black pill

 

[Cryo]

Im never doing anything in life ever

 

[Pineapplenotonpizza]

I've been inactive on these forums for a couple years at this point, it has been a long time since I've engaged with inceldom talk online. I thought "maybe it is true that if I stop making it such a big part of my life, I would truly shine more in appearance, personality, and opportunity". But I have learned, through ups and downs, that's really not the case.

Since I've joined these forums dating has only gotten worse. I feel for all the younger users of this forum, even when I joined the market was better than it is now. At some point, around 2021, I actually had such a hard time disconnecting I requested a ban. This helped me quit the site, but I can't lie, mentally I felt more isolated socially than ever. Even if I talk to people in real life, it's not as genuine somehow. There is a collective understanding here that is not replicated outside of this site, and the various communities surrounding it.

Still no gf, although I actually did "make friends" with women from my workplace. This never turned into anything of course, and if I spelled out exactly what transpired from this here I would probably kill myself after clicking post. It's humiliating.

Existing in this world, as somebody short, ugly, etc, is humiliating, torture, and we will never actually be seen as humans by the majority of people. This is the sad reality. The only thing that brings me joys are the vices I choose to give value to, and that give value to me. Romantic, human connection isn't one of those things.

Am I going to kill myself? Not today. I actually did try, but I did it in a really fag way, and I ended up in the hospital with a couple family members by my side, of which I am fortunate. However, it took me a long time to recover physically, and after a couple bad choices I ended up with severe damage to my brain and legs. Any disabilitycels?

I've been inactive on these forums for a couple years at this point, it has been a long time since I've engaged with inceldom talk online. I thought "maybe it is true that if I stop making it such a big part of my life, I would truly shine more in appearance, personality, and opportunity". But I have learned, through ups and downs, that's really not the case.

Since I've joined these forums dating has only gotten worse. I feel for all the younger users of this forum, even when I joined the market was better than it is now. At some point, around 2021, I actually had such a hard time disconnecting I requested a ban. This helped me quit the site, but I can't lie, mentally I felt more isolated socially than ever. Even if I talk to people in real life, it's not as genuine somehow. There is a collective understanding here that is not replicated outside of this site, and the various communities surrounding it.

Still no gf, although I actually did "make friends" with women from my workplace. This never turned into anything of course, and if I spelled out exactly what transpired from this here I would probably kill myself after clicking post. It's humiliating.

Existing in this world, as somebody short, ugly, etc, is humiliating, torture, and we will never actually be seen as humans by the majority of people. This is the sad reality. The only thing that brings me joys are the vices I choose to give value to, and that give value to me. Romantic, human connection isn't one of those things.

Am I going to kill myself? Not today. I actually did try, but I did it in a really fag way, and I ended up in the hospital with a couple family members by my side, of which I am fortunate. However, it took me a long time to recover physically, and after a couple bad choices I ended up with severe damage to my brain and legs. Any disabilitycels?

I wish you the best...

 

[stsaturn]

I've been inactive on these forums for a couple years at this point, it has been a long time since I've engaged with inceldom talk online. I thought "maybe it is true that if I stop making it such a big part of my life, I would truly shine more in appearance, personality, and opportunity". But I have learned, through ups and downs, that's really not the case.

Since I've joined these forums dating has only gotten worse. I feel for all the younger users of this forum, even when I joined the market was better than it is now. At some point, around 2021, I actually had such a hard time disconnecting I requested a ban. This helped me quit the site, but I can't lie, mentally I felt more isolated socially than ever. Even if I talk to people in real life, it's not as genuine somehow. There is a collective understanding here that is not replicated outside of this site, and the various communities surrounding it.

Still no gf, although I actually did "make friends" with women from my workplace. This never turned into anything of course, and if I spelled out exactly what transpired from this here I would probably kill myself after clicking post. It's humiliating.

Existing in this world, as somebody short, ugly, etc, is humiliating, torture, and we will never actually be seen as humans by the majority of people. This is the sad reality. The only thing that brings me joys are the vices I choose to give value to, and that give value to me. Romantic, human connection isn't one of those things.

Am I going to kill myself? Not today. I actually did try, but I did it in a really fag way, and I ended up in the hospital with a couple family members by my side, of which I am fortunate. However, it took me a long time to recover physically, and after a couple bad choices I ended up with severe damage to my brain and legs. Any disabilitycels?

My sympathies be with you, brother
I pray for your betterment

 

[M12Comic]

Sorry to hear about that. Cervical spine injury? I have that, from a bike crash. Herbal tinctures and physical-therapy. The pain CAN lessen.

Yes. It’s comforting to hear other people with the same issue. I’ve talked to a couple others, in groups, but it still feels isolating. A couple complications, the pain, and the embarrassing details. So many things I thought I’d never have to worry about until old age. Oh well, it could always be worse. I’ve been trying a couple off-label things.

 

[M12Comic]

Long time no see

Way too long lol

 

[SympathyForMrIncel]

i am very sorry. some of us are just not built for this hellish world. I have chronic pain too in my face and my life is completely destroyed by it. cant even play a game for 5 Minutes without having a brutal flare up. all this while non stop thinking about blackpill shit and how my smv is in the gutter is just pure torture i wish i could turn my mind off. hopefully life can become bearable for people like us

 

[hindercel]

Fucking over. Boomer advice like "make friends with women" is a waste of time.

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Real

 

[WizardInTraining]

I had also took a break from this forum and the blackpill as a whole for almost 2 years. If anything all it did was strengthen my connection to it by giving me more experiences interacting with normies and thusly more real life experiences that proves the blackpill.

 

[cripplecel]

Brutal

 

[Emba]

You can quit the blackpill, but the blackpill will never quit you.

 

[garfield]

It's over rope rope rope

 

[FuckYou]

Even if I talk to people in real life, it's not as genuine somehow. There is a collective understanding here that is not replicated outside of this site, and the various communities surrounding it.

I know a lot of people would disagree, but I actually kind of think online friends are better than real life friends (at least in some ways).
On the internet, you will find the most honest, most funny, most interesting, most genuine people you would probably never meet in real life. That's not to flat out say you can't find those types of people in real life, but it's just 1000x easier on the internet. You literally have the entire world at your fingertips (at least anywhere in the world that has an internet connection).

Trying to find fellow incels (just using us an example, it could be with any other lesser-know or socially rejected group or interest) in real life would be very difficult, but with the internet you can find a community of dozens, hundreds, or thousands in matter of minutes.

Any disabilitycels?

@cripplecel @Spooky_Heejin @kay'

 

[tired as fuck]

I know a lot of people would disagree, but I actually kind of think online friends are better than real life friends (at least in some ways).
On the internet, you will find the most honest, most funny, most interesting, most genuine people you would probably never meet in real life. That's not to flat out say you can't find those types of people in real life, but it's just 1000x easier on the internet. You literally have the entire world at your fingertips (at least anywhere in the world that has an internet connection).

Trying to find fellow incels (just using us an example, it could be with any other lesser-know or socially rejected group or interest) in real life would be very difficult, but with the internet you can find a community of dozens, hundreds, or thousands in matter of minutes.

for years all my friends were online, in communities. I got lucky to strike gold and find the game that was perfect for me, Planetside 2. As a very poorly socialized and integrated kid (I was 14 at the time), finding structure, reliable people double or triple my age and a purpose saved me from the rope and made me improve and become somewhat functional. I met lots of interesting people and I would speak with them on teamspeak every day for hours talking about anything from daily life to blackpill to politics, religion, philosophy, stem fields, but also lots of game-related talk and I eventually founded a community on my own and raised it to be decently large for my goals (bout 30 people, 100 considering community friends who weren't in the guild) and I genuinely spent the best years of my life there, on the net, cuz I never really had a chance in real life from elementary all the way to high school and now university. Daily drama, in-fighting, cross-guilds political shit, it was honestly what I was born to live for. The game eventually bled nearly all its playerbase due to mismanagement so I fucked off and ever since then I've been lonelier than ever, that was in 2023. Those few people who I thought appreciated me irl revealed themselves to be just normgroids using me as a jester so I cut them off too. That's why I can't help but agreeing with you completely, and I bet that before the normies invaded the net, it used to be even better, and I actually got really fucking lucky to step into that world.

 

[Ghostface]

You can quit the blackpill, but the blackpill will never quit you.

 

[ColderManTruce]

Sleepercel ACTIVATED