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Serious Diary of quitting porn - Weeks 3,4,5 + Summer experiences

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Week 2: https://incels.is/threads/diary-of-quitting-porn-week-2.886021/

Back with the weekly report. Except it's 3 weeks due to self-ban.

1) Libido has sort of stabilized so that I get urges about once every two days or so.
2) Mood has sort of stabilized into this near-ataraxic feeling. I don't know how to describe. It's not a manic nor depressive kind of mood, I'm just sort of in peace. I have experienced this before but never lasted that long, will see what happens.
3) I was under a lot of stress because I had to prepare a pretty big exam in 2 weeks, hence I did feel the temptation to goon to some big tits pretty feet anime milf but I instead focused on studying and studying alone and it paid off at the end.
4) I progressed my monk-maxxing of sorts by uninstalling WhatsApp. I'm keeping my phone until it dies (been alive for 9 years at this point that's pretty crazy already) then I'm getting one of those shell cellphones.
5) Physical symptoms that I detailed in the Week 2 post have gone away mostly. I still suspect I have some sort of stomach-related disease like gerd though.


Now for some experiences when I went outside on the 9th and 10th for exams:

1) Half the foids were wearing clothing that would show so fucking much, there were multiple that had clothes where the boobs would show up until just before the nipple, others had pants so short you could see the bottom part of their ass, like how the fuck do their parents let them outside like that? High school age foids dressed like that, I'm surprised I didn't witness niggers or Muslims rape them wtf.

2) on the bus home, this 7/10 foid gets on the bus and this cuck moves from the corridor seat to the window seat, looking at her. She looks at him, fakes a smile, and rushes to the back. After a couple of stops he reverts back to the corridor seat.

3) Saw a 50 some year old bald LTN librarian at the uni library try to hit on this graduate student half his age and her be all flustered and weirded out it was kinda funny but also a bit brutal, can't wait till he gets reported for sexual harassment o algo.

4) At the hospital, I saw two foids go in Chad's office and come out 10 mins later all smiling and with the heart eyes, brootal, we all know what goes on in those rooms.

5) Saw this sub 5 across from me while I was walking to the train station. Since the curb is narrow in that spot, one of us had to get into the road. I did so, then he did too, then he noticed and went back to the curb. When I crossed him I told him "gotcha" and we laughed a bit. Was kinda wholesome, he looked a bit down. Norwood reaper comes to collect from everyone at some point.

@Onyx this nigger prayed for my downfall fr. Nagatoro still coming in my dreams doe.
 
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You're stronger than me.
 
You're stronger than me.
Many failed attempts and days spent thinking I'm retarded. I don't mean to brag or anything, if anything, writing here helps me go through with my plan; indeed, addicts that get clean in rehab centers have a mentor whom they talk to daily, at least in the US. And maybe I can provide an account of what it's like to quit porn and the effects to those who may be thinking about doing it. You only can find bluepilled cope about this online.
 
I can't find the strength to get on another no-fap. My last one was 3 years ago or so and lasted about a month. These days I feel like each day without masturbation is wasted, especially when it's summer
 
I can't find the strength to get on another no-fap. My last one was 3 years ago or so and lasted about a month. These days I feel like each day without masturbation is wasted, especially when it's summer
Masturbation is fine man. It's just porn that isn't. Nowadays when I jack off I think about my oneitis or anime foids
 
Nice! Nofap really helps motivation
Week 2: https://incels.is/threads/diary-of-quitting-porn-week-2.886021/

Back with the weekly report. Except it's 3 weeks due to self-ban.

1) Libido has sort of stabilized so that I get urges about once every two days or so.
2) Mood has sort of stabilized into this near-ataraxic feeling. I don't know how to describe. It's not a manic nor depressive kind of mood, I'm just sort of in peace. I have experienced this before but never lasted that long, will see what happens.
3) I was under a lot of stress because I had to prepare a pretty big exam in 2 weeks, hence I did feel the temptation to goon to some big tits pretty feet anime milf but I instead focused on studying and studying alone and it paid off at the end.
4) I progressed my monk-maxxing of sorts by uninstalling WhatsApp. I'm keeping my phone until it dies (been alive for 9 years at this point that's pretty crazy already) then I'm getting one of those shell cellphones.
5) Physical symptoms that I detailed in the Week 2 post have gone away mostly. I still suspect I have some sort of stomach-related disease like gerd though.


Now for some experiences when I went outside on the 9th and 10th for exams:

1) Half the foids were wearing clothing that would show so fucking much, there were multiple that had clothes where the boobs would show up until just before the nipple, others had pants so short you could see the bottom part of their ass, like how the fuck do their parents let them outside like that? High school age foids dressed like that, I'm surprised I didn't witness niggers or Muslims rape them wtf.

2) on the bus home, this 7/10 foid gets on the bus and this cuck moves from the corridor seat to the window seat, looking at her. She looks at him, fakes a smile, and rushes to the back. After a couple of stops he reverts back to the corridor seat.

3) Saw a 50 some year old bald LTN librarian at the uni library try to hit on this graduate student half his age and her be all flustered and weirded out it was kinda funny but also a bit brutal, can't wait till he gets reported for sexual harassment o algo.

4) At the hospital, I saw two foids go in Chad's office and come out 10 mins later all smiling and with the heart eyes, brootal, we all know what goes on in those rooms.

5) Saw this sub 5 across from me while I was walking to the train station. Since the curb is narrow in that spot, one of us had to get into the road. I did so, then he did too, then he noticed and went back to the curb. When I crossed him I told him "gotcha" and we laughed a bit. Was kinda wholesome, he looked a bit down. Norwood reaper comes to collect from everyone at some point.

@Onyx this nigger prayed for my downfall fr. Nagatoro still coming in my dreams doe.
even if its all cope
 
Masturbation is fine man. It's just porn that isn't. Nowadays when I jack off I think about my oneitis or anime foids
same thing for me tbh. Only no-fap feels categorically different
 
Many failed attempts and days spent thinking I'm retarded. I don't mean to brag or anything, if anything, writing here helps me go through with my plan; indeed, addicts that get clean in rehab centers have a mentor whom they talk to daily, at least in the US. And maybe I can provide an account of what it's like to quit porn and the effects to those who may be thinking about doing it. You only can find bluepilled cope about this online.
I should try again, but I simply see jo light at the end of the tunnel.
 
trucels fap every single day,only fakecel normie scum practice nofap
 
1) Half the foids were wearing clothing that would show so fucking much, there were multiple that had clothes where the boobs would show up until just before the nipple, others had pants so short you could see the bottom part of their ass, like how the fuck do their parents let them outside like that? High school age foids dressed like that, I'm surprised I didn't witness niggers or Muslims rape them wtf.
Does not watching porn help with that?
I feel like watching porn takes away a bit of foids' power to tease like that, because it dispels the mystery of what's under those lewd clothes.
 
Does not watching porn help with that?
I feel like watching porn takes away a bit of foids' power to tease like that, because it dispels the mystery of what's under those lewd clothes.
If anything porn just normalizes foid whore behavior tbh. I noticed by week 2 already that when I looked at foids I didn't like imagine them naked or fucking them or that stuff which I'd usually do when I still watched porn. Maybe unrelated, maybe not.
 
If anything porn just normalizes foid whore behavior tbh. I noticed by week 2 already that when I looked at foids I didn't like imagine them naked or fucking them or that stuff which I'd usually do when I still watched porn. Maybe unrelated, maybe not.
Huh, I thought it was the other way around. So not watching porn makes you see foids less like whores?
Isn't that what foids want though? To conceal their whoredom and appear like asexual innocent angels (while doing with chad everything that's in porn)
 
Huh, I thought it was the other way around. So not watching porn makes you see foids less like whores?
Isn't that what foids want though? To conceal their whoredom and appear like asexual innocent angels (while doing with chad everything that's in porn)
Maybe I wrote incoherently again.

What I meant was that the difference was in my reaction to these sights. Whilst prior to quitting I was imagining how it'd be like to fuck them and peel their clothes off, now I'm mostly indifferent to them. I still know that foids, especially the younger ones (40-) are whores. I simply don't lust after them constantly anymore.

Idk if it's caused by not watching porn anymore, or a coincidence. But I think it's at least correlated tbh.
 
I should try again, but I simply see jo light at the end of the tunnel.
Anything that you decide to do you do for yourself and yourself only. If you eventually want to try again, then I wish you best of luck. But don't be forced by others. water probably.
 

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