SuicideFuel What is your timeline of events for realizing how subhuman you were?

[currycel102]

2018: Found out about the currypill. First step in understanding my lack of dating success
2020: Realized that the skin condition on my face, discoloring and low collagen, was making me unattractive
2021: Eye area pill. Have a subhuman eye area, exposing a lot of the upper eyelid leading to a "bug eye" effect, common among many curries.
2022: Started losing hair along my hairline. Was in denial initially but then I accepted that I was balding
2025: My body shape has thin shoulders, thin waist, and wide hips. This is a result of low T and high E. I thought I was just skinny, but I didn't realize I have a dogshit frame.

My self esteem just keeps getting worse and worse as I discover more and more things going on. Next thing might be losing hair on the crown.

What's your timeline? The timeline doesn't have to be when things actually got bad, it's when you REALIZED that things were bad. (For example, I was always indian, but only in 2018 I realized that it affects dating success)

 

[Diddy]

When I looked at myself in the mirror for the first time.

 

[currycel102]

When I looked at myself in the mirror for the first time.

I was born and then it was over ahh comment

 

[Sir Waco]

when i outran my sperm brothers and realized it was all for nothing

 

[Grodd]

Realised young since i was bullied for my looks my entire life

 

[LeFrenchCel]

- being mocked at school for my hair and very pale skin
- being one of the shortest people in my class (males and females combined) for all of my school years
- being bullied for years with no friends to support me
- being rejected everytime I asked a foid out
- spending most of my time alone in high school while people had the time of their life
- hearing about some parties happening here and there but not being invited anywhere
- hearing people talking about sex in HS while being khhv
- not going out with friends after class because no friends
- hearing about incels and thinking "yeah this sounds like me", finding out about this place and registering a night of April 2020

I think it sums it up well

 

[currycel102]

- being mocked at school for my hair and very pale skin
- being one of the shortest people in my class (males and females combined) for all of my school years
- being bullied for years with no friends to support me
- being rejected everytime I asked a foid out
- spending most of my time alone in high school while people had the time of their life
- hearing about some parties happening here and there but not being invited anywhere
- hearing people talking about sex in HS while being khhv
- not going out with friends after class because no friends
- hearing about incels and thinking "yeah this sounds like me", finding out about this place and registering a night of April 2020

I think it sums it up well

I'm just curious did you ever have a phase where you were like "incels are just those mysoginistic creeps, I'm not like that" or did you go directly to identifying as an incel

Personally I heard about incels, currycels specifically, and thought it just fit me perfectly, so i identify with that. I was never liberal TBH.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I'm just curious did you ever have a phase where you were like "incels are just those mysoginistic creeps, I'm not like that" or did you go directly to identifying as an incel

Personally I heard about incels, currycels specifically, and thought it just fit me perfectly, so i identify with that. I was never liberal TBH.

I think before really getting interested in the incel community I must have heard the term incel once or twice without paying much attention to it

 

[jartiyer1]

No woman approaches me and the ones I approach reject me.
Some people say I look like a rapist.
a poor chin-philtrum ratio, poor eye area, narrow shoulders, short stature.
having a small fucking penis.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I think the final realization came around the time I was 17, when I had already wasted a significant amount of time trying to improve myself in any conceivable way, and when I realized it did not pay off, I just couldn't deny reality anymore.

 

[SupremeFroggy]

I realized it was over when I came across this.

Scientific Blackpill

The Scientific Blackpill is about understanding the nature of human social and sexual behavior with a particular focus on evolutionary psychological perspectives...

incels.wiki

 

[Rasama]

2013: Found out i have flat feet, i was a kid and it made i thought of myself as inferior

2017: Found out my underbite couldn't be treated with only braces, i required a surgery to fix my bite. I was so shocked and taken aback, i almost fainted in front of the clinic

2017: I treated keyloid acne scars on my chest and upper back, they look better but still

2018: Found the looks red pill and i fell into depression because of it. ATP i realised i was too suppaman to get a GF

2024: I was aware i was circumcised for forever, but i finally took circumcision BP. And dam, it made me depressed and i had nightmares about it

 

[silently_said]

I always thought of myself as physically inferior due to losing a lot of fights and being shit at sports growing up but I didn't realize how looks played into all of it until I was 15 or 16

 

[lecni_spark32]

When i was 7 yo i saw a photo of me when i was about 6, ever since i knew it was over.