AutismHaver
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i never understood nihilistic dread until i heard that, when i realized my sensory experience relies on... nothing, a mere behavior pattern induced by chemicals. not that i've never heard it before, or didn't understand the concept, but i didnt relate to it until then. if i thought like this every day i'd wonder how i could do anything but starve to death, its scary, i really dont know anything do i? i think about questions i dont even understand why people ask and call myself "redpilled", i wish i could tell myself a day ago to shut up about most people being npcs cuz im an even bigger one





