These past days I been thinking about life and how alone I am I wasn't even playing my favorite games because I realize playing games is short term dopamine right now im 19 don't have a job don't go outside never interact with anyone beside my dad never seen a girl for weeks and my dad is getting old if he dies i will have nothing it hard for me to get a job dont have citizen ship even if i did manage to get sugery to look like a chad i will still be single i have no car no friends no social life fucking autistic no future plans my mother doesn't even care about me because how ugly i am. when i graudated high school she took a picture of me she took a good glace and realize how ugly i was so she started photoing my face so she can post me on her facebook and she made sure to turn off comments so no one can call me ugly I got fire from my past job a week ago for looking unkept and nun professional it so fucking hard for mr everyday i wake up i hate my self I will probably see schery6 soon
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