What has my life even become?

[TomathonClancy]

Every aspect of my life is falling apart. My grades, my social standing, even little things like my skill at video games and drawing. I'm good at drawing, I can't talk to everyone, and I'm retarded.

I have nothing. I have no good qualities, and I'm just excess waste on this planet. Why am I alive? I want to die so bad but I can't make my family sad. I just really want to kill myself. I didn't want to commit suicide back before college because I still lived at home but know that I'm away I can't even find solace with my family. Nothing makes me happy, and I haven't been happy for a long time.

 

[Deleted member 8206]

Start to draw incels comics and statusmax

 

[Michael15651]

Start to draw incels comics and statusmax

Good idea.

 

[acnescarcel]

there is no point to anything or anything good coming. its a cope or rope world. i asked my mom yesterday why she had me and told her i wish she didn't.

 

[Deleted member 15737]

Wish I knew what to tell you.

 

[r9kcel]

That's a part of clinical depression. Even things you're good at deteriorate with a lack of validation for it. Not gonna bullshit you, it doesn't get good. Maybe it becomes barrable, kinda

 

[BrettyBoy]

Have a beer man.

 

[Insomniac]

there is no point to anything or anything good coming. its a cope or rope world. i asked my mom yesterday why she had me and told her i wish she didn't.

I told my mom that once before too and it made her cry.

Felt bad but I was just being honest. I would rather not exist.

 

[Weeee]

stop going on this fourm it's not good for your health
Also learn japanese and draw hentai like shindoL if you're actually good at drawing

 

[AutisticCopecel]

Start to draw incels comics and statusmax

 

[acnescarcel]

I told my mom that once before too and it made her cry.

Felt bad but I was just being honest. I would rather not exist.

lol didn't even phase my mom or she didn't show any emotion. she had no answer for why she had me. i was like my whole life has been meaningless i was born and raised just to repeat the same mediocrity everyone around me has. work some shit job you don't like, go home do nothing, get old and ugly, then die. if you're "lucky" have a family. she didn't answer. the truth is i was born for no reason and now i have to suffer for 80 years because my father couldn't be bothered to put on a condom.

 

[Insomniac]

lol didn't even phase my mom or she didn't show any emotion. she had no answer for why she had me. i was like my whole life has been meaningless i was born and raised just to repeat the same mediocrity everyone around me has. work some shit job you don't like, go home do nothing, get old and ugly, then die. if you're "lucky" have a family. she didn't answer. the truth is i was born for no reason and now i have to suffer for 80 years because my father couldn't be bothered to put on a condom.

Damn..

Life’s a bitch and then you die. It’s important to have friends so you don’t have to suffer through it all alone. I miss having friends tbh..

At least I have my bros here.

 

[acnescarcel]

Damn..

Life’s a bitch and then you die. It’s important to have friends so you don’t have to suffer through it all alone. I miss having friends tbh..

At least I have my bros here.

half the time irl friends aren't even worth it. i almost socked my "friend" a few months ago when were drunk and he kept re starting this movie we were watching. fucking douchebag. i ended up just leaving.

 

[TomathonClancy]

Start to draw incels comics and statusmax

Unrelated, but what's the source of your avatar? I know it's Rikka, but where's the image from? Also drawing comics might be a good idea.

 

[Deleted member 14866]

Just like me, at least you had skill in drawing and vidya

 

[Cuyen]

you swallowed the blackpill my friend. you're becoming blackpilled.

 

[Deleted member 6470]

I told my mom that once before too and it made her cry.

Felt bad but I was just being honest. I would rather not exist.

Did that too.
Made my day.