Venting I can’t tell if I’m slowly losing it

[PrematureFailure]

I’ve been eating very little for these past few weeks. I’ve started to lose a lot of weight and the only person I talk to is myself. I’m at university and my grades are shit. It doesn’t matter how hard I study. The results are shit. I don’t have good looks I don’t have a good brain. I have no social life. I don’t like my family.

There’s absolutely nothing for me. I find the idea of pity myself disgusting but I feel like at least talking about it lifts a sort of weight off my chest. Being starved and constantly hungry is more satiating than the loneliness and isolation. My hair is falling out. I feel that I can’t maintain regular conversation with even my family members. My hair is thinning and I’m getting migraines from all the stress. My thoughts becoming more bland and simple even looking back my previous posts, including this one, I’m noticing deterioration in thought and consciousness. Not sure if this is reversible and I believe it’s only getting worse.

 

[wereq]

Depression?

 

[Slut_Annihilator298]

My grades are also total shit. I'm dropping out. Lately for the past few months, I've been feeling out of it, that is, when I'm at work, I suddenly feel like I'm not really there, and I've had moments like this at home too, but not as strongly. Things are okay now, but only like 2 months ago, it was really bad. Hope things get better for you.

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

My grades are also total shit. I'm dropping out. Lately for the past few months, I've been feeling out of it, that is, when I'm at work, I suddenly feel like I'm not really there, and I've had moments like this at home too, but not as strongly. Things are okay now, but only like 2 months ago, it was really bad. Hope things get better for you.

derealisation maxxing...

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

well i eat for the pleasure of food. not for foids. maybe you needa glutton maxx... .

 

[H U N T E R]

That’s probably depression mixed with stress. Try to treat it as soon as possible so the symptoms don’t get worse and you don’t end up hurting yourself.

 

[AutismKing]

Yeah. I am slowly losing it in a way lmao. But that's been my whole life basically. Chronically depressed and gloomy since childhood

 

[DjentlemanDuke]

I’ve been eating very little for these past few weeks. I’ve started to lose a lot of weight and the only person I talk to is myself. I’m at university and my grades are shit. It doesn’t matter how hard I study. The results are shit. I don’t have good looks I don’t have a good brain. I have no social life. I don’t like my family.

There’s absolutely nothing for me. I find the idea of pity myself disgusting but I feel like at least talking about it lifts a sort of weight off my chest. Being starved and constantly hungry is more satiating than the loneliness and isolation. My hair is falling out. I feel that I can’t maintain regular conversation with even my family members. My hair is thinning and I’m getting migraines from all the stress. My thoughts becoming more bland and simple even looking back my previous posts, including this one, I’m noticing deterioration in thought and consciousness. Not sure if this is reversible and I believe it’s only getting worse.

I experienced the same, time to be a part-time NEET til I can find a job

 

[InternalJizzz]

My grades are good and I keep telling myself I’m good despite being fueled by primarily a diet of coffee and cigarettes, I’m falling apart mentally and somewhat physically I went from being 171 to 145 lbs in a year idk how much longer I can do this. The pressure of internships and also job hunting is killing me

 

[nihilum]

Over for mixed anxiety depressive disorder cels

 

[nihilum]

That’s probably depression mixed with stress. Try to treat it as soon as possible so the symptoms don’t get worse and you don’t end up hurting yourself.

 

[SeungCho764]

I’ve been eating very little for these past few weeks. I’ve started to lose a lot of weight and the only person I talk to is myself. I’m at university and my grades are shit. It doesn’t matter how hard I study. The results are shit. I don’t have good looks I don’t have a good brain. I have no social life. I don’t like my family.

There’s absolutely nothing for me. I find the idea of pity myself disgusting but I feel like at least talking about it lifts a sort of weight off my chest. Being starved and constantly hungry is more satiating than the loneliness and isolation. My hair is falling out. I feel that I can’t maintain regular conversation with even my family members. My hair is thinning and I’m getting migraines from all the stress. My thoughts becoming more bland and simple even looking back my previous posts, including this one, I’m noticing deterioration in thought and consciousness. Not sure if this is reversible and I believe it’s only getting worse.

I am. Im losing my fucking mind

 

[imlame]

If you cant tell then you are probably