I’ve finally come to the painful realization that my entire life has been nothing but a joke. No matter how hard I look back, I can’t point to anything truly good that has come from it. My own family never respected me instead, they constantly made fun of me, and looked down upon me.Throughout school, I was bullied relentlessly and to make it worse I didn’t even have the one saving grace of being naturally smart or talented at anything I struggled badly and ended up doing terribly in school. Now I’m left here wondering what is my purpose in all of this? Is it really just to suffer? Am I here so that when someone else is having a bad day, they can look at my life and feel better about their own? it is so over brothers
